incontrollable - peter parker

chapter four

Saturday may 18 2016

Yesterday did not go to plan at all. Somehow steve sam and barnes all escaped. I don't know how but I couldn't help because I had not exposed myself to the world yet the officers held me back and locked me in a room for my "safety".

After that whole debacle my dad said he needed my help with recruiting someone else. He hadn't told me much just showed me a few videos of some guy catching a car.

So when we got into the small apartement and started talking with some lady I was very confused. Until my dad started talking about her nephew I finally put the pieces together. He was young so we were waiting for him to get home from school.

Just then the door opened and a voice I recognised came in. "Hey May there's this crazy car parked outside." you've gotta be shitting me, the one person that i've been trying to avoid is standing right infront of me looking absolutely adorable.

Him and my dad then engaged in a conversation that I was too busy looking at Peter to notice what was really going on but then they got up and went to some other room and I was left with his aunt.

We didn't really talk, just awkward small talk that no one wanted to be a part of. But then my dad came back out with peter. "So Gwen you're going to be staying here until happiness comes and while Peter packs his things you're going to give him the rundown." "oh, Ok i guess that's fine."

He then just left.

"So can you give me the rundown in my room while I pack." "Yeah for sure" we awkwardly walked over to his room. He then grabs a suitcase from his closet and starts putting random everyday things inside. "So what's going on." "Oh yeah sorry im just trying to wrap my head around the fact that you are also a superhero." "yeah i know no one really suspects the little nerdy kid" "well actually if you really think about it, it makes sense." "really i thought you would be more shocked." "well it makes sense because a few months ago you were no longer the scrawny kid who needed glasses and couldn't get through gym class." "well no one pays enough attention to me to notice that." "i do" fuck i shouldnt have said that didnt think this through hes going to think im a stalker now and is going to think im trying to corrupt him. "Sorry, well anyways basically what's going down is that captain america and a few other avengers are trying to help a mass murderer escape the country and get him to freedom after he bombed the UN." "Wow, that's a lot to take in, so does this mean Captain America is a criminal now?" "yeah big time but if we can get him to stop he could get a pardon." "wow ok so we've gotta stop him." "yeah basically not too hard right." "Well he's Captain america." "yeah, just make sure you go for his legs. Anyways I'll let you finish packing and I'll meet you in the living room. Happy should be here to drive us any minute now." "k sounds good." With that I left the room. God could that have been any more awkward. Nice job when you just made a fool of yourself in front of the boy you like but can't have. Like I know we can't have him but we don't have to embarrass ourselves like god.

I told his aunt that I would meet him outside the building. As soon as I left the building I pulled out my dab pen and took a hit. It's not as good as an actual rolled blunt but it will hopefully calm me down a bit.

As I go to take my next hit Peter walks out of the building. I know as he sees me blowing the smoke out of my mouth that he's disappointed. "I would usually be nice and offer some but i know you don't want any.'' God, I hate how blunt I always am when I'm high . It's like I say everything like a bitch. "Yeah that's not really my thing." "good on you that's probably what's best for you.'' We spend the next few minutes in silence until I see Happy pull up to the curb. I sit in the back because I know I will probably put up the divider so I can take a few more hits before we get onto the plane.

God i really hope i can sleep most of the ride otherwise i'll probably make even more of a fool of myself.

As we get into the car Peter starts talking happily but I can't hear because I've put on my headphones and started to play my music, but soon enough as I predicted happiness closes the barrier and as soon as that happens I pull out my pen and open the window.

When we reach the plane I let Peter get on first as happy takes my bag with him. He made Peter carry his own bag and I did let out a little giggle at that. As soon as we get on the plane I sit in the seat as far away from everyone else and let sleep take over me.

Surprisingly I slept the whole flight, but I woke up happy to inform me that we've landed. We then left the plane and drove to the hotel we were staying at and checked in. me and peter are on opposite sides of happy and i immediately went into my room to get away from everyone else.

I checked the time difference and realised it would be pretty late back home but i texted harry anyways to see if maybe he's still up. And surprisingly he answered back right away, and he said he had news.

"Omg you'll never guess what happened, ok so i met this guy and he's so incredible and i think he's like my soulmate or something-" he kept on going but i stopped paying attention because for one i knew i wouldn't be able to even get a word in and secondly i knew that harry is going to start spending more time with this boy than me.

Don't get me wrong i'm so happy for him and im not going to stop him from seeing this guy, but part of me feels like their heart dropped because i wont be harry and gwen anymore it will be harry and his boyfriend and gwen who sometimes sees him but never alone.

"Hey harry sorry to interrupt you but i kinda have to unpack and my jetlag is starting to catch up to me." "oh my gosh im so sorry i didnt even think of that i'll let you get some rest. Sleep well." on that note i hung up on him and knew exactly where i was about to go.

I quickly grabbed a coat and left my hotel room. I set out to find a club or party of some sort, it didn't actually take that long to find a club that recognised me and let me go in.

I immediately headed to the back rooms for someone who had any kind of drug. Soon enough i saw some people doing lines, "hey can i get some of that." "omg youre gwen stark-" "yeah i know but can i get some of that." "yeah of course." as soon as those words left his lips i took two lines and went to search for someone to hook up with. I can't even stand to look at men because it makes me think of all the ones that are causing me problems right now

Steve, Peter, my dad, Harry, Harry's new boyfriend. Sure some were worse than others but they were all men. So i decided fuck it lets get a girl.

I've always been bi-curious but never did anything about it so i guess now's my time. I soon spot a hot blonde girl with very nice tits and decide that's who it's going to be.

I make my way over to her and start dancing to the music with her, i can tell she's on something but i dont care cuz i am too. We lock eyes and know what we both want, she grabs my face "is this ok" i don't even respond i just kiss her. I don't really know what happened after that. I only vaguely remember going back to my hotel and then waking up.

As soon as I wake up I feel the pounding in my head and then I notice the woman in my bed, I shake her awake and tell her that she has to leave. Luckily she's a good sport and grabs her things and leaves.

After she leaves I hear knocking at the door and have to get up to open it. Insure as I open the door I look like a trainwreck but honestly it's the least of my problems right now. "Hey happy told me to tell you to get into your suit- woah what's wrong with you." "It's nothing Peter just had an eventful night." "Well anyways happy said he was going to bring you breakfast and to get your suit on but i don't know what suit he's talking about because you aren't a superhero." "yes peter i am you just didn't know but anyways thanks can you let me get ready." "yeah for-" i close the door while he's still in mid sentence but who cares he was too loud.

I go into the bathroom and remove my makeup from yesterday and throw my hair up into a ponytail. I quickly get changed into my new suit that's basically just nats with some gold accents but i like it. Then happy knocked at my door and gave me my breakfast. "Take the advice I gave you and you know you probably shouldn't have gone out last night." "how'd you find out?" "we have thin walls here." After that he left me a flustered mess in my room. I take the advil and chug the coffee because honestly i can't even think about actually eating calories today so coffee is my best bet.