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"good morningg." luke wakes me up with a kiss on my forehead, and opening his curtains to show the sun shining on my face.
"did you sleep good?"
"no." i said, sternly getting up and grabbing his towel going to shower.
after i came back, i was searching through his clothes to see if i any could fit me. "you stealing my clothes?" luke asks.
"yeah." i said, finding a good shirt and pants. i already had some shoes to match.
luke walked closer to me, he puts his hands around my waist and kissed on my neck.
"yoo? is natalie here-" mattia comes in, looking at both of us. "oh shit." he backs put and closes the door.
luke and i stop what we're doing and i quickly get dressed then go out the hall to talk to him. i wasn't in the mood but i just wanted to see what his next lie was going to be.
"so like you and luke a thing now?"
"just friends." i said, oh my god he's gonna start complaining about this shit all day.
"friends kiss necks? since when?"
"what do you want? spit it out."
"i just wanted to say sorry for lying and shit. i shouldn't have done that." mattia apologizes, this stupid ass bitch is lying once again. he's the type of guy to lie about whatever he did but there's literally proof of what he did. it's stupid.
"mhm." i crossed my arms.
"and the whole group wants to meet with you at the soccer field around 4 to talk. about the whole situation."
"yeah. i'll be there." i went back inside the dorm, luke sitting on his bed on his phone. i close the door, and laid beside him.
"you should go on vacation. take a break from all of this shit." he suggested.
"but what about school? and you?" i questioned as i shifted myself to be closer to him. he puts his arm around my shoulder.
"it doesn't matter. you need a break, like seriously."
"i'm not leaving you."
"too bad. go to california, or new york."
"i rather go hang myself and eat thousands of razor blades so everyone can forget about me and i can die in peace, not thinking about this situation anymore."
"oh." luke furrowed his eyebrows and mumbled something else, and said nothing else.
"i gotta go to work." i kiss him on the cheek and left.
"i haven't seen you in days here." troy smiles at me, i'm glad we're good. "how's everything? are you okay?"
"yep. just need to clear my mind."
"well, i don't know about that." he says pointing over to a table. alejandro, kairi, destiny and mattia were over there.
literally there is hundreds other restaurants here and they pick here. god, i literally just want to kill myself badly.
"can you like, kick them out?"
"they just got here, they haven't even ordered yet."
i roll my eyes, grabbing a note pad and pencil walking over to their table. it's now or never, tf ?
"what are you guys ordering today?" i interrupt their conversation, all of their heads turning to me and their face expressions changed. did they like forget i work here or something???
"hey, natalie." alejandro says, i started to become impatient.
"order."
they eye each other and started to order, while i was writing this down.
it's gonna be such a fucking long day
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it's 3:58 PM. i guess i gotta meet them. "are you sure about this? should i come with?" luke worries, adjusting my shirt in the mirror.
"it's just a quick conversation between us."
hopefully.
luke nods and we both kissed then i made my way to the field.
when i got there, i saw them sitting on the bleachers. all of them on their phone watching tiktoks.
"thank god, you came." des runs to me and hugs me, squeezing my arms.
i back away, "could you all just explain?"
"i swear to god, i was gonna tell you but like i literally just couldn't." destiny begins.
"what do you mean 'you couldn't?' i was your best friend, we did everything together. we made out, fingered each other, i helped you with your family business and everything."
"natalie, we all been friends since before you came here. we usually just keep our secrets to ourselves."
"i was still your friend?? that doesn't make sense to me." i said, they all looked down in sync. lord
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"i actually don't have time for this, so i'm gonna go." i continued, walking away before they could say anything else. i pulled out my phone and searched up some images of new york.
i might go
"girl, you're going to new york?" jayden repeats, spitting out his soda.
"i'm just gonna go for like four days or so."
"i'm not gonna stay here alone. the fuck you think you is?!" he yells. "i'm coming with, if you like it or not. i'm gonna keep you entertained."
"i don't need to be entertained."
"i'm a gay black funny dude. i'm coming."
"i'm coming. i'm a white skater boy, so. i can say i'm funny too?!" luke says, and jayden raises his eyebrow starting to laugh.
"you basic as fuck. sorry not sorry."
"all the girls simp over me. sorry not sorry."
"i can smell homophobic vibes from you." jayden started to argue with him, and i just sat there watching them.
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