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We were ment to be, maybe

         I find myself ruffling his hair, feeling at easy with his presence. I find it kinda hard to think that just a minute ago I was in so much pain. Then suddenly his eyes flicker open and I pull away quickly. "U-uhh, hey how are you feeling ", he asks drowsy. "I-I'm fine...why are you here?" I ask as I look away trying to avoid eye contact. "WHA-What do u mean, do you not..", suddenly his voice gets higher and it startles me. I flinch in response, he's angry, I can feel it, the change in the air. I slowly turn around, put on a brave front and look at him. "Do I what?", "do you even know why your laying here?". Wait what, he-he knows why I was like that? Did he cause that? Oh that son of a bitch, I'm gonna f**k him up. I growl internally but stop once he stands up and start passing.  As if trying to calm down, he begins to speak, fist balled up, frustrated.

          "You reagected me Layla, AND...AND I was willing to accept that fact. But YOU weren't, your body started to fill with regret.  Why, you rejected ME...".
He goes on to explain, frustrated and hurt, full of pain. I know all to well how he feels right now. But honestly I don't remember ever feeling regret for what I did.  I'm just trying to protect myself.  And if that means that I have to let go of my fated pare then so be it. ~Call out to him~ wha-what? ~ don't try to fight it, reach out to him~. As if begging, my wolf desperately tries to get me to accept him. And before I know it my hands are on his chest and I've got him pend down.  I bury my face into his chest as my ears and tail pop out.  What are you doing? , I scream internally at my wolf. ~ What YOU should be doing~ she says in a sassy tone that ticks me off. I try my best to get off him but my body won't budge.
Then I hear him sigh as he gently picks me up. It was then that I realized, we were on the floor. Omg, did I hurt his back? I start to panic a little. I guess he noticed cause he starts to rub circles in my back.

I try getting out of his arms since I got control of my body again. But I couldn't get out of his grip. He starts to shush me as he sits me down and bounces me on his lap. "There ,there it's ok, I know it's hard being their wolf". He says ,which makes me pout a little. Not only because I was now slipping into my little space. But because he was comforting her and not me. Not that I really care but still, he's my mate not her's.  I look up at him and bite his cheek. "Ow, what was that for", "hmph, dummy " I say as I puff out my cheeks. He looked confused, but of course he does. He doesn't know what's happening.  ~Well here's a sugar, why don't you tell him~, oh mind your own business.

He keeps bouncing me gently comforting me. It's nice and I start to melt in his touch, fully regressing

~ srry for the short chapter,  just trying to figure out where the story is going, I'll probably edit this chapter ~