A Look Into My Mind

Feel Again

It happens most often at 2 am

It can also occur at 4 pm

It happens most often when your alone with your thoughts

It can also occur in a crowded room with no space for thinking

It happens when you've had the longest of days and nothing goes right

It can also occur when the time flies and everything seems to be in your favor

You become numb

That feeling that can't be described as anything but

You lose hope

You lose happiness

You lose ambition

It leaves you numb

And you find yourself asking,

Is it all worth it?

I'd like to believe it is

Because I know that to me, you're worth it

The feeling may not be reciprocated, but I feel it in my blood

You are worth it, and no numbness will take that away from you

Even when you don't think you'll ever feel again, you will make it through till the end

I know this because I am often numb

But even unfeeling hands can create something beautiful