Forever again Nash Grier

Chapter 25 "i promise forever this time"

Keelys POV
He didn't know how I felt
I longed for him
I wanted him
I wanted to be with him
I wanted Kash again
I missed Nash so much even though I saw him nearly everyday my patients for him was wearing thin
I wished and hoped he still had feelings for me but I dunno if he had.

I didn't want to be the one to tell him my feelings not after last time
I looked a right idiot going to him and pouring my heart out to then be told "I can't take you back"
"You told me to move on keely and I have I think I like someone"

Oh the words killed me
I wanted to be sleeping with him again and I wanted to be the only one having his kids it might sound bad but I just always felt like jumping on him and doing so many things I didn't do when we were together I just hoped he felt the same.

NASHS POV
I woke up thinking of her
Her voice was in my head
I longed for her
I wanted her
I wanted to be with her
I wanted Kash again

I missed keely so much yes we are best friends and spend so much time together already but I wanted to wake up next to her beautiful everything each and every day of my life until the end.
I wanted to do the things I didn't do when we were together before
So many things
Rough things
Dirty things
Sweet things
Caring things
She's the only one I imagine growing old with and having more kids with yes I want her to be the only one to have my kids and not some bitch I keep making mistakes with because I need keely.
She's still my wife
But we aren't actually a coupe
I need her
I want her
Is what I think
I've got her
I love her
Is what I wanted to be saying so I was gonna do something about it.

I woke up thinking of her like always.

I got dressed then brushed my teeth and everything else then I messaged her.

Keely baby😍
Hey Kee could i come round please? I gotta talk to you.

Never changed her contact when we broke up but now I was doing something about these feelings.

From keely baby😍
Yeah of corse what do you need to talk about?

To keely baby😍
Just things on my mind 😁

From keely baby😍
Of corse come whenever
I hope your okay 😌

I loved her concern but I hoped she wasn't to stressed.

To keely baby😍
Yes I'm fine just don't worry babe

From keely baby😍
Okay see ya in a bit

I put my phone down and made everything ready

I was so nervous I didn't even know if she felt the same way but I didn't really care she's the one I wanted to be with and I was gonna get her if I did everything right.

I hoped she felt the same
Because if she didn't I'd be done,
Broke
I wanted her to tell me she loved me because I love her too much now to let these feelings go.

I got ready then I told her I was on my way
On the way I went to a local store and bought her this bear that was holding an 'I love you' sign, the bear was only little but I knew it would mean a lot.

I left the store and went to keely's with
Nerves
Words
Courage
Proudness
And I tried to be confident but I knew that would fall apart.

Oh and the bear.

She answered the door with her beautiful smile and she hugged me.

"You okay?" She asked and I tried. It to look to nervous.

"I umm." I started really bad not knowing what to say
She told me to go in so I did.

"Are you okay Nash you look nervous?" She said and she looked quite concerned but she knows me so well to spot the nervousness.

"I gotta talk to you." I told her and she nodded And she was siting but she stood up where I was already standing and I took her hands.

"Right keely you gotta listen and let me say this even if you don't feel anything okay." I told her and she looked confused but nodded.

"Okay." She said.

"I know I've done this all before
But I'm doing it again
Wow I'm so nervous but I'm gonna start.

Look keely my feelings for you
There strong
Really strong
Last time I told you how I felt you didn't feel the same but I hope you do now
I can't get away from the feeling I have for you
I love you and I wanna be with you
Forever
You are the most beautiful girl and that's why I married you because I can't imagine me being with anyone else but you and our daughter and maybe our other kids
Yes I've had a few other girlfriends before you and after we broke up but my feelings for them they weren't the same
For you I feel everything like every emotion comes out of me when I'm with you
You bring out the best in me and I can't imagine life without you, without us so if you will
Will you please let us try again and be together." I said everything carefully and with mean then I looked down, I couldn't bare to look at her after all I said I felt like an idiot because she didn't say anything for a while, I felt her laughing at me even though she wasn't.

"Fuck." I said quietly then I let go of her hands still looking down and she took my hands again making me look up.

"Nash I love you so much too and I want us to be together so yes I will you my everything and I couldn't imagine life without you." She said, she had this beautiful smile then she hugged me, I felt so warm and happy.

"I mean forever this time." I whispered deeply to her and she hugged me tightly.

"So do I Nash, so do I." She answered happily.

A/N Cried writing this
HOW DO YALL FEEL NOW KASH IS BACK EH?
I'll update probably tomorrow now because I'm sleeping at my friends house and won't get the chance but love you guys
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Bye luvs 💕