Sapphire Sangfroid

I was pretty robotic my whole childhood
          Didn't do anything but studies and watching series and then watching porns like sex education....but I never used to look at those guys 
          Am a girl but used to look like boys per my parents choice ....my classmates would jokingly make me their boyfriends... and I would enjoy having 89 girlfriends and some wives
          All my life I believed what people would say "God was gonna make you a boy but made a girl at the last moment" and I believed I'm screwed in head for thinking like boys and fantasizing about girls.... Later at my 16 I admitted and knew that's called being gay
          I changed.... Now I don't live my life on my parent's choice....so don't study much either but got chance in medical college
          [To be continued...]

I'm tasting the bittersweet pain.... I'm feeling my death for you....

Hey thanks for reading and commenting on my stories ♡♡♡

I Feel like A certain type of similar people take refugee in Wattpad.
          Cause when at times Situations are mentioned in books, half of the people will comment "Same", talk alike or will  very much relate with how Author has described their thoughts ! 

At least 15-20 FINISHED Good length AU CamRen fics got deleted in past months from what I had in Reading Lists.
          ... These are the times when I wish I could Personally sing "I Have Question" to Lauren !
          =_=

THANKYOU MA'AM FOR THE PLAYLIST IN YOU BIO

Thankyou for the follow

"Some people are right in front of us.. Perfect and Gorgeous.. but too far Out of Our League. It's just Tragic sometimes" 

You write a lot XD

Once "Earth is Round" was the most 'Delusional' thing to believe.
          We had enough proofs to display "Earth is Flat"
          
          General People believed what was shown to them by Wise heads of the society. Wise people had to maintain this 'truth' cause that's what general people will believe without a doubt.
          
          It was what Necessary to keep the tranquility in human society. A little uncertain piece of information wouldn't hurt. 
          
          But this Evident Truth didn't fit in some people's better judgement. They kept searching and one person finally found out what human eyes were missing.
          
          The Ultimate truth behind the Established truth.
          
          Wise people knew it has to be true.
          But revealing it will bring nothing but chaos. People will have doubts in their established beliefs.. they'll go against the makers of those established beliefs.
          So they chose to Silence it. They made everyone believe that person was Delusional freak.. he is going against God.
          
          Some people knew it was never delusional... Some people knew it was always the Unspoken Truth. But who are they to go against the Might !?
          
          Nothing before the right time brings any good.
          
          So They chose Silence over truth.. momentarily. 
          They acted as they were asked. They let the mass people burn the 'Delusional' truth seeker.
          They hid the Ultimate truth under Established truth.
          Momentarily
          And they kept alive the Spirit of doubting Obvious truths.
          They kept alive the possibilities of more 'Delusional' to born. 
          
          In the hope of someday to Express it.
          In the hope of Society to except it.
          In the hope of to be free from this burden of Ultimate truth and only Truth can set them free.
          
          Thus we know now "Earth is Round" (like an Orange)