CPU Cyan Heart

Hello.
My name is CPU Cyan Heart. 
What is left on this page is the work of a kid who had discovered their love for writing. They worked with so many wonderful people and spent five long years building their skill to eventually create a legacy. 
But every story eventually comes to an end...
I started writing my first book in May of 2017. Over the course of five years, this series expanded far larger than I could handle. Sequels were being written out of order; new side-stories were starting, despite having not finished the stories that were currently being written; expectations to write thousands of words a day were being put on my shoulders. Expectations that no one set. Except for me. 
Writing was the only thing in the world that mattered to me. So, what happens when you grow to hate what it is you're passionate about? 
Five years I spent hating myself for being useless. Nothing I did would ever make me feel like I wasn't wasting my time. With the added pressure that I could never make a living out of this series; the fear that everyone would leave me; or just the lack of self-worth that I couldn't find anywhere. I had to stop. 
My final moments here was filled with writing non-stop day after day, pushing out whatever I could manage. Eventually, I couldn't think anymore. Couldn't find motivation to write. So, I took a break. Then I took another. In April of 2022, I decided that I couldn't write anymore. My passion was dead.

So, what about the sixth year?
I started writing something original. Then I wrote something else original. It was nowhere near as frequent as before. Slowly, I got back to writing. 
I started working on making RPGs. I made videos on YouTube. I've found something new to become my legacy. 
Feel free to take a look through what's left on this page. But if you really want to follow along in our new legacy, come meet us on our YouTube page, or check out the Gamejolt page. Maybe someday I'll be able to publish my first book. 
Cyan Heart, signing off