Hi guys!
It's been a while since my last bulabog sa wall ninyo.
Have you ever felt invalidated, like you the least important, not a concern at the moment?
I know I'm not the most amazing person and I have a lot of inhibitions in my entire introverted life. I have a little confidence in confiding to other people not to mention, my family but when I met people who had the same thoughts and feelings about a certain topic, (we talked about it almost every day) I found peace.
It's just that those times were getting less and less, and I started to think that the bond we made was starting to strain and well, less communicative. It became a burden. For me, I felt like a burden because I felt they didn’t care or they did not have a thought of how I felt. Well, I guess I simply asking too much attention and seek for validation from them, that's all. But it is a sad and heartwrenching experience, I thought heartbreak with an ex was the hardest, but anyway, I guess I'm just being overdramatic. Don't mind me.
I guess I'm used to it.
Being a back burner is my style.
Have a good day, don't mind me being dysphoric, I guess it's the time of the month again.