Heyy,
I read your update note regarding your feeling low, and I just want you to know that keep your mental health your priority, don't give up and fight for it, talk to a therapist, it will help you.
And don't think you are going through this alone, a lot of people are in the same boat but unlike you, they don't acknowledge it and ignore it.
I am proud and thankful to you that you came forward and told us your real reason for not updating any soon.
We are with you, take your time and we are and will be your reader.
Take care.