too gay for this

Do you ever look back on your writing and realize just how badly you need a hug?
          
          

Okay so I know that everyone is tired of talking about the quarantine, but I am so sorry for everyone who is stuck in toxic homes. Abuse is never okay, and the victims do not deserve to be treated the way they are. I know it hurts right now, feeling like you have no where to go — that you’re trapped, with no possible way to escape the hell you're in. But you’re not alone. I feel like nothing will really come from this message, but feeling alone is absolutely terrible, especially when the people who are supposed to love you won’t because they’re too wrapped up in their own hatred. I promise that you are not alone, and that you are strong enough to survive this. 

I decide to log into my Wattpad account, and I am perplexed as to why "Robin's Shadow" is still receiving so many views. I understand that it's a fanfiction on a website dedicated to such, but this novel is absolute trash. The grammar and punctuation are repulsive. The story doesn't make sense. 
          I know that I have made promises to upload more writing in the past. Currently, I am working on a sort of Dystopian Renaissance story with one of my friends. I hope can overcome the fear of failure and release it.
          Over the past four years, I have been working ardently at improving with writing abilities (I am also contemplating studying English with an emphasis in creative writing at college). I'm still haunted by the ghosts of my past works.
          My high school experience has been challenging. I'm a senior now, I should have some of my shit figured out by now. When I was younger, I arrogantly believed that I would attend an Ivy League university, where I would study from the best professors alive, and hope that I could revolutionalize the world one day. Now, I'm scared to be rejected by state colleges.
          This week was free college application week (meaning that all high school seniors could apply to any college or university with a waived application fee and were not required to write any essays), and I only submitted two applications out of fear of increasing my chances of rejection.
          Naturally, I was idiotic enough to apply to a private university which I have a 60% chance of being accepted into, as well as applying to a fancy research school -- despite the fact that I will most likely double major in fields which I cannot achieve a decent career in. But it's fine.
          Anyway, I'm dreadfully sorry for contributing to the advancement of such horrendous writing. It does not bring justice to fanfiction and is an utter mockery of the original material. 
          I promise that I am still writing, and I will update everyone on my failure at existence soon,
          -Shadow

do you ever just read your old writing and suddenly feel the insatiable urge to jump off a cliff? 

It’s me, B

What happened to the dog in robin's shadow?????

Yo I actually wrote something for the first time in months! Go check it out, it’s in my poetry book “Spilt Coffee” 

Thank you☺️

When you desperately want to stay home from school but you don’t want to have to explain why you don’t want to go

Fucking hate this holiday. I can’t wait for it to be over.