Thahash

not cole having his bába pod kořenem moment

d1ldos

Hey, I want to let you know that someone is translating your one shots without credits

Thahash

@d1ldos oh this is gonna be fun <3
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d1ldos

@Thahash yk  she deleted every single messengs about it
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Thahash

@d1ldos omg she deleted my message sakhskjdf
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Thahash

guys ive been drawing so much lately (its insane) and i keep wondering whether or not i should make a bookie here for my creations? I've got Instagram but I'm barely active on the app anyhow, so... just throwing this out there

Thahash

im mostly questioning this because wattpad is a pain to post other media in (that one dgb chapter,,,) so if i were to do this, i would like to know its not for nothing yk :D
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Thahash

hello, i have a very important thing to ask you and it will literally cost you like 20 seconds, maybe even less
          so if you could just click the button: https://arab.org/click-to-help/palestine/
          it costs you an atom of your time but it can help tremendously if we all keep doing it!! not everyone is able to donate money which is okay as long as you try other ways to help! spread the news, spread the link
          so many people around the world are suffering, people just like your or me, with love for their closest, with passions and dreams
          it is heartbreaking that they should be stripped of BASIC HUMAN NEEDS literally just for existing. they deserve a proper life, they deserve to live, not to just survive.
          not sure how it works for others but i found out i can click the button more times through the day

Thahash

okay, since i don't know when I'll have something new to post, I'll just share a few words here.
          
          first of all, i want to thank you all for reading, voting, following, adding to your lists, commenting… just for engaging with my silly stories. it seriously means so much to me – i feel like a broken record at this point but oh well – and I'm very honoured that you enjoy my writing so much.
          
          i mean… 50k reads on one shots?? 20k on dgb?? and both have over 1k votes??? this is insane, i never imagined to, you know, have any readers lol
          but here we are. crazy.
          
          i know my schedule is non existent and i dont think this will change, its not even in my resolutions (as if there are really any). but what i DO want to accomplish this year is to finish my projects. thats mean finishing kobh, finishing at least one of the many edits i have waiting on ae, finishing my sketchbook before it hits two years…
          
          most importantly, i want to focus on my short story collection as i would love to become a published author before i finish hs and the clock is TICKING.

Thahash

@Thahash (last part)
            i know it will be hard for me to keep this mindset, there are always those times and i have so much stuff to work through. but also – who gives a duck, man (censoring cause im worried it wont let me post lol). i mean were all going. to be dead one day eventually, so why worry all the time? im so done, you know? like im seriously done of all my fears holding me back and i really want to change it. at least so that when next year comes, I don't feel like a useless plastic bag that's getting in your way because it's so windy.
            
            so, i wish you all a new year that treats you good enough. i hope that whatever happens, you'll never lose even the tiniest spark :]
            
            love,
            bee
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Thahash

@Thahash anyway that's work for me. now im going to turn on motivator mode i suppose.
            
            i dunno, look, life is hard and it sucks. and it won't stop being hard and sucking, let's be honest. but it's LIFE! there are so many beautiful things (you too ;]) and so many fun things to do! you don't have to be outgoing and spend every day on adventure if that's not your thing – it's certainly not my thing – but that doesn't mean your life isn't or can't be interesting! this is also what i want to "do" this year – just be content with the things i do because they are things i LOVE. i dont want to feel bad that i spent a whole week at home if ive been drawing and reading and writing! that's what i love, so what? there are golden hours to see and sunsets to take pictures of and there are plant and animals and creatures to admire and there is so much art everywhere and so much music to listen to and so many movies and shows and books and toys and places to visit and new hobbies to try and ideas to do! life is wonderful! it sucks but it is wonderful! of course you can't avoid down times, whether it's a little wave of sadness or a battle with depression. but as long you have at least one thing, this one thing that brings you happiness, i think that's nice. it can be a silly ship or a song or a childhood toy, it can be the cringiest thing in the world but who cares? it brings you joy! that's what truly matters
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Thahash

it is almost 22:00 i am sick, i HAVE to make a presentation about this stupid greek guy for philosophy and what am i doing? drawing a goddamn postcard no one will care about for dgb skull emoji skull emoji
          
          i just. why is my brain like this? why do i gotta focus my entire existence on tiny little stupid details all the goddamn time