fluffysugarsock

friends!!!!
          	
          	if twitter goes down, i just created these new pages:
          	
          	tumblr - flowzy12
          	instagram - flowzy12
          	
          	i look forward to seeing you there and let me know how i should follow you too.

fluffysugarsock

Hi!
          
          Wherever you are today, I hope you are doing great, you are healthy, and that everyone in your family is safe and happy.
          
          It has been awhile since I posted anything on here but I want to give my thanks to you who is part of my circle and who continues to read my stories and share them with others. I am overwhelmed to be back and see more than 4K notifications. I took a photo of it just to commemorate it because I am not sure when I would see a number like that ever again. Haha. I am really really grateful.
          
          For my friends who are not DIYs or DIYUE shippers, you can stop reading now for the next part is for DIYs. ✌
          
          
          My Loves,
          
          I’ve heard news and seen some of your messages over here. I already sent you hugs but allow me to continue to send more to you.
          
          I am unsure whether what I said brought you comfort but I want to share it with everyone else as well. I might by copy-pasting myself here so I hope I get to express it in the same manner I expressed it to you ☺️
          
          Whatever the news has made you feel is valid. Shipping is an action of the heart, not the mind. Whatever logic may have been given to you to stop, it is ok that you wanted to initially reject it. THAT. IS. OK.
          
          You have invested a lot of your heart into this.
          
          Now, whether you decide to continue shipping or not... that is your decision and you do not need to justify it to others - in the same manner that your happiness never needs to be explained.
          
          
          I have said before that my personal brand of shipping has always been illogical and I will ship who I want to ship regardless.
          
          Maybe it’s the hopeless romantic in me. Or maybe it’s the old soul in me but whatever it is in me that allows me to be like this... I only know that love happens in so many ways, takes on so many forms, and is always always present between those that i ship.
          
          I believe the same for our sun and moon. As long as they are under the same sky, my romantic self will probably always ship them. No logic involved.
          
          
          
          *Tight tight hug*
          
          

fluffysugarsock

@Lucita_13 yes luce! forever our sun and moon 
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fluffysugarsock

@Splyew308 yes love - Shen Yue has Wang He Di and Wang He Di has Shen Yue #always 
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fluffysugarsock

@Meggyhashope i am so happy to see you here! i miss your energy and spirit too ❤️ ingat lagi ha!!!
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fluffysugarsock

I hope this year is treating you better than it has treated me.
          
          This is in no way meant to be sad. More hopeful, actually.
          
          One of the most painful losses happened more than a week ago. My best friend's mother, who has been struggling already at the start of the year, finally joined our creator, and as someone who has embraced me as though I was her own, I went to a dark place in my grief.
          
          I've been inactive for so many weeks and I thank you all for your gracious understanding.
          
          Had three COVID scares (all tested negative).
          
          Back at work and adjusting to all of this new normal, taking each day as slowly as I could.
          
          I really shouldn't have been as absent as I was, especially given the volatility of emotions the YUEDI fandom is currently going through.
          
          I have no excuse other than, I have a life that I have decided to focus on (most especially NOW) because of how fragile life is and how I have been living with that fragility for months.
          
          A lot of things have been brought to my attention and while I have always tried my best to address each and everyone of them, I would like to assure everyone that I have not taken anything too deeply in to my heart.
          
          This life is so short and fangirling is just one of its facets.
          
          Please be assured that I am in no way offended and I thank you for always reaching out to me to allow me to explain what goes on in my head and in my heart.
          
          Your openness to understanding and to treating me as more than just an internet friend is beautiful.
          
          As I have said from the very beginning and as I have always said time and time again, I ship #DIYUE / #YUEDI no matter what.
          
          Whatever their circumstances are at the moment, the future continues to be an open book.
          
          This thinking and how I love the two of them may not be the same as yours but it does not give you the right to tell me that I actually do not love them or that I should already stop loving them just because I have a different point of view.
          
          Fangirling is about love. Do not do this.

ampm18

I hope you are doing well. I miss seeing your tweets and updates here. Stay safe and pls update us/your followers if you can just to make sure you are doing ok. ♥️
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saraalina

Maii i just read this. I hope you’re okay now and yes fangirling is hard nowadays but i hopr it doesnt stop you from being the most amazing human being okay?? Love ya
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cinnamonroll0211

Thank you, and I’m so sorry to hear what happen, and as well that’s good to hear that you’re doing great amidst what’s happening 
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fluffysugarsock

The past month has been particularly difficult.
          
          I lost a very close friend and I lost one of my Uncles.
          
          I've been battling with anxiety and depression. I am sure so many of us are.
          
          I wish that isn't the truth but my heart breaks knowing that it is.
          
          I've coped with this by stepping away and taking some time off from fangirling (quite a feat actually) just so I could let myself feel what I need to feel.
          
          I am sorry if I worried so many of you.
          
          And at the same time, I am grateful that you reached out to me. 
          
          I am sorry I haven't read the messages yet but seeing the notifications, I feel something squeeze my heart at how you guys are just so loving and beautiful. I will reply to each one earnestly.
          
          please please please... continue to do your best to keep safe and stay healthy. i am praying for you and with you.
          
          i will try to ease back in in the pace that i can work with.
          
          thank you for still being here. *tight tight tight hug*

Selenophile_25

Mai I believe you have a strong and brave heart and also a beautiful soul. So i know you’ll get through this. Take your time. I/ we appreciate you and all your beautiful works.  
            Please don’t let anyone  dim your glow! Sending my virtuals hugs and positive vibes to you, dear.
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fluffysugarsock

@weinnahauyeung0056 thank you love and i send the tightest hug over to you as well. hopefully we pull through this!
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SiriSaragadam

@fluffysugarsock Oh Mai I don't know what to say but just remember that life is not permanent... so I hope you don't get depressed too much bcz of it.... remember they love you and care for you and definitely don't want to see you sad.... as long as you live they will stay with you in your memories.... please stay safe and healthy and happy.... always remember the memories you made with them and cherish the one's that are still there with you and love you.... Love you lots❤️... Take Care
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Vanlane06

I have to say I love your style of writing.ive just read mr villain and I loved it! The dialogue at the hospital ! You nailed that and caotured the emotions. Been a reader for decades and I can only say your like a pro ! Keep it up and it keeps us entertained and stress free during this time of quarantine :) thank you for sharing your gift of writing :)

fluffysugarsock

First, I hope you and your family and friends are safe and healthy.
          
          The past few days and weeks have been harrowing for everyone.
          
          I apologize that I have not been able to fully write or update for my stories both here and on twitter as I have had to prioritize a lot on the personal front to ensure that myself, my team, my family will be able to focus on staying safe and healthy during this critical time.
          
          Please extend your patience with me.
          
          I will slowly ease back into writing when I can finally focus on it and I assure you that when I do I will update as many stories as I can.
          
          Again, more than anything, I hope you and yours are healthy and safe amidst this COVID-19 pandemic.
          
          Let us talk to each other soon. *three meter away air high five*

VitaD71

@fluffysugarsock stay safe too Mai. Lets spread love and positivity so everyone will be okay. Hope you will update your ff, it will make our mind happier and not to think Covid only. Thanks before 
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fluffysugarsock

@Meggyhashope awwww meggy. i hope everything becomes ok soon. stay safe over there! *ghost hug*
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