existential crisis

god, the memories here 
          hi! i haven’t been active since 2022 but yeah 
          how are y’all

y’all — 
          
          should I 
          
          1) delete this account because of the cringe associated with it and horrible ass writing 
          
          2) leave it up for shits and giggles and also cuz it was two years of hard work and effort and friends 

wanna flirt with my situationship again!! <33 she rejected me and I haven’t talked to her in like three months but I saw her at lunch today and she said she’d go down on me and I told her I’d take her up on it so like shsjdhdjxjxndjdkkddkdm
          
          I DON’T EVEN WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP I JUST WANNA SHAMELESSLY FLIRT WITH A HOT PERSON. anyway it’s your girl v doing shit in life, how are y’all? missing you and summer 2021. long love all the magic we made 

aivyyyyy how ya doing :)

‘‘twas my birthday last saturday :)

i might start writing again?? holy fuck?? 
          
          um anygays who wants dts on a hsmtmts daisy jones and the six au — also, rini or rina endgame? 
          
          it’s gonna be seblos + madlyn + jetney + randy as side ships too but they’ll get some super wholesome moments :) 

bitches which 2000s show should i watch next 
          
          gossip girl, one tree hill, or dawson’s creek 

a token of kindness [ 18th july 2023 ] 
          
          insecure poems, confident aches; inspired decades yet everyday a death. stretching silences, concrete words; homes that melt and walls that echo. floating feet, rotten flowers; waves that pause in an ocean that seamlessly flows. 
          
          fluttering thoughts, fiddling feelings; coloured mouths and disappearing promises. hibernating lights and travelling darknesses; lingering lilacs and luminescent shadows. 
          
          minds of pearls, mouths of venom; do not lose by playing to their strengths. corridors of history, weaponsied love; transient nor malleable. fragile loneliness, screaming insecurities;  not every sunset has to be colourful. 
          
          sun of rain, thunders of frustration; mornings like amnesia, cloudless burdens. midday pride, repentance heavy; grief stricken victories, blackbird joys. mansions of footsteps, tears of dreams; we are all graves carrying the dying spark of life in us. 
           #adropofhumanity 

how the fuck did i write rini fanfics about timeless (taylor’s version) (from the vault) before it was even released i’m shaking in my boots 

the fucking way i literally predicted so many things when i commented on rini fanfics in 2021