relreal

Did I just realize I must write the next update of Merry Christmas (I Hate You?) BECAUSE I AM NOW DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!! WHOO HOO!!
          	
          	Fair warning, I won't have great access to Wattpad and Docs but I will try my best! Fingers crossed to finish up MC(IHY?) before Christmas rolls around again, haha!
          	
          	How have you lovely people been?

relreal

Did I just realize I must write the next update of Merry Christmas (I Hate You?) BECAUSE I AM NOW DONE WITH SCHOOL!!!! WHOO HOO!!
          
          Fair warning, I won't have great access to Wattpad and Docs but I will try my best! Fingers crossed to finish up MC(IHY?) before Christmas rolls around again, haha!
          
          How have you lovely people been?

relreal

Me being traumatized after seeing clips of JoJo Siwa's music video for "Karma"....
          
          My younger sister liked her about five years ago, all the bows and songs and fun stuff. I get she's trying to shift into the adult world and stuff, but she took it too far. 
          
          The comments though are priceless I must say. THIS IS WHY I HATE TIK TOK AND YOUTUBE SHORTS. You just keep scrolling.....
          
          I've had a fever past few days so you can't blame me for binging Dance Moms and watching YouTube. It's not good for mental health, I will say that. Don't do it. Don't you pick up your phone and start scrolling because soon you'll be scrolling for one hour, the two.....
          
          Maybe that's better than deliriously thinking about your best friends brother....I mean....for four hours I thought about him today.....
          
          Yeah. I blame the fact that I am sick. 
          At least I didn't go on YouTube shorts for hours today. Just 20 minutes. Haha. 
          
          Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me XD

Bombaycatsitter

@relreal Imagine your best friends brother read this!
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HN1kk0

@relreal Sorry for the late comment but yeah! What’s worst is she straight up took someone else’s song word for word (it was originally written by Brit Smith) and the original just became a lot more popular than JoJo Siwa’s version.
            
            What’s worst is JoJo’s music video sums up everything I hate about the Internet — some tryhard influencers like posting edgy stuff without considering there are kids also watching. I even have nightmares where JoJo in her creepy dark makeup started stalking me. 
            
            She could’ve done something similar to Avril Lavigne that combines that angsty punk and girly aesthetic pretty well. The sudden change from wearing big colorful bows to Hot Topic screams “Look at me! I’m an adult now *continues doing that weird inappropriate dance move*”
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_tropicalvibes_

@relreal IM TRAUMATIZED TOO BC BC my friend she said “omg this is terrifying” I said “what” she told me it was the music video. Idk why I watched it. I will never take a suggestion from that girl ever again. I love her but NOW I SHARE THE TRAUMA OF HAVING SEEN SIWA’S MUSIC VIDEO
            
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relreal

Thank you all so much for 1.2k reads on Merry Christmas (I Hate You?)!! 
          
          I just got the schedule for final exams...at least bio worked out being on the last day? 
          
          My eyes have been bothering me and despite knowing the risks I will really be exerting myself by trying to study for finals on top of other tests, quizzes, and homework. With yesterday's dizzy spell I missed math class and am behind. So no more resting my eyes when I really need it because now more than ever it is important for me to not fall behind. 
          
          But at what cost? Health or grades. This is a huge conundrum people.

SummerCheng37

@relreal Oh dear that sounds awful. I hope you will be alright. Take care.
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relreal

POV: When you get called down to the office and think you are in trouble only to discover the principal wants you to play piano in the commerical being filmed on Monday....
          
          I am touched, but who else? The other pianists are all upper-classmen and by the time commerical is out they'd have already graduated. 
          
          You would be surprised by the amount of teachers and staff that enjoy hearing me play in the chapel in the mornings XD 
          
          The secretary especially "loves coming into work to hear the beautiful music" and I keep seeing her at Walmart...my mom and I saw her like four different times. 
          
          So yeah. Now I have to look more than decent for school tomorrow which means waking up on time for once...great.

PakhiBaranwal

@relreal Waking up on time for once... that line really made me think you're Marinette.
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Bombaycatsitter

@relreal A commercial? That’s awesome! Good luck!
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_tropicalvibes_

@relreal AHHH that’s so cool!! What an honor, you’ll do well <333
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relreal

In English I was talking to the guy behind me, right? We're reading Romeo and Juliet and its the end of class so everyone is up and about. Said guy found something in book, showed teacher and classmate...I ask to see and he turns the book around so I could read it.
          
          Know how you are on one page but have your finger marking another so you dont lose it? Yeah. His hand was doing that and I cant see well so I literally have to put my nose in a book to read it. I place my hand on top of his and put my face as close to the pages as I could without kissing my own hand which was on his hand. 
          
          As soon as i realized my hand was like holding his I let go quickly and said, "Oop. Sorry." And hes like, "Youre good."
          
          So i was holding his hand which my lips were very close to if that made any sense to y'all. Now can you see why I am all...crazy? Because I just burst into laughter thinking about it.

PakhiBaranwal

@relreal LITERAL ROMCOM. Maybe he likes you lol.
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_tropicalvibes_

@relreal whattttt whattttt what bOOK are u living innnn
            This is actually so cuteee but awkward xDD
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relreal

Thank you all so much for 1,175 views on Merry Christmas (I Hate You?) The next update will be on June 1st!

Bombaycatsitter

@relreal okay. I’ll be waiting in anticipation!
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SummerCheng37

@relreal Okay sounds good to me. I look forward to reading the update then.
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