luisss

 i woke up and felt so physically shitty this morning so i decided to continue rewatching bojack horseman to distract me from it and i was on season 5 and i legitimately think watching it worsened my condition. i’m not photosensitive or anything like that but that time it really fucked me up. which is weird because it was only my stomach that hurt. i switched to the office after finishing the season and during stress relief the inevitable happened.
          
          ah-ah-ah-ah stayin’ alive, stayin’ alive
          (not me, though) 

i dreamt that i was listening to 'i will survive' and by the time of the second chorus i was stressing because i just thought 'get to the point'. then i woke up and listened to the song. i thought it was still good by the time of the second chorus. 

FORGOT TO TELL BUT I’M WATCHING THE GHOST MOVIE ON THE 20TH JUNE AND I AM SO EXCITED AHHHHHHHHH.
          SAW THE TICKET RESERVATIONS AND THERE ARE ONLY LIKE 10 PEOPLE GOING IN MY AREA AND I’M SO EXCITED. 
          I FUCKING LOVE GHOST AND I THINK I’M GOING TO SEE AN OLD FRIEND OF MINE WHO LOVES THEM TOO THERE AND IT’S GOING TO BE SO AMAZING AND I’M SO EXCITED AND IT’S SO AMAZING AND I’M SO EXCITED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

carried out the newspaper again and this time there were two additional houses with spider webs in their letterboxes. like???? mother of puppets tf are you trying to tell me????? am i being touched by all of them????
          also i listened to like 9 episodes of malevolent today and i’m almost finished with the second season…. so yeah, i’m doing well again. 

i was carrying out the newspaper as usual yesterday, and in one letterbox there’s been this wasps nest for a while. i don’t know why it’s there, i mean the letterbox is always empty and you’d see it if you open it to get your post. 
          is that how you observe those these days? or is it more the song is loud and beautiful and i am so very afraid?? 

let's take a moment of silence to collectively appreciate the last blanket fort we built. i miss that shit. i used to do that with an old friend of mine when we were little dumbos. and my siblings always promised me we’d do that sometime. we didn’t. (these bitches)
          go think about ur last blanket fort and appreciate the simpler times. the medieval times. or any times. because it's not the same anymore.

i just called the cat king from dead boy detectives the rat king. i’m doing well.

i just nearly ate a clothing label while throwing my fork in the trash. so how’s allergies treating you?

is it just me or does anybody else’s wattpad keep logging them out? like almost every time i’ve opened wattpad the last few times i was logged out.
          also i started playing volleyball and i love it :D

GUESS WHOS BACK.
          it’s me. i’m back on my feet and i’ve been playing poker and pool. poker (texas hold ‘em) not so bad. i got lucky and i won quite a few rounds. (played with my classmates, didn’t have chips. but we had dreams and a tally sheet.) 
          played pool with my best friend and i completely DESTROYED her even though she started off way better. then we tied. the next day i won and i won TWICE. 
          it just feels good to finally report i’m not failing at everything i try.