yngzite

actually about the shattered shadows issue, i have been having a writer block lately, probably coz im really so stressed out with my personal life problems and today, i got my periods as well and i was like "lets try writing again" so i opened my laptop and sat, hoping to write but i just couldn't write. i sat for more than a hour, staring at the screen, with a blank mind but i just couldn't write 
          	
          	and the mood swings and mental health state didn't help at all, like i was so frustrated and in that frustration, i deleted the story in anger. yes, not unpublishing, i deleted it. i only realised what i had done when i saw the "deleting...." screen and before i could cancel it, it was done. jesus christ, i really really regret it so much.
          	
          	it's not only about the fact that i deleted my story, but about the fact that i cant even write anymore, not like before and i hate being like this coz in my stressing life, writing had been my only escape, but i just don't know what's wrong with me anymore. it was the only talent i had that i could be proud about or tell my friends. but now it seems like, i dont have it in me anymore either.
          	
          	i look at my classmates in college and they know the stuffs, they do stuffs related to engineering but then i look at me? and i see nothing. its like everyone's life is in a run while mine is just stuck here and its crazy coz im 20 years old and yet i still can't figure out what i want to do. 
          	
          	my parents forced me into engineering when i wanted to study literature and i had no choice but to give in with their desires coz my family is just so complicated. though, i hoped if i learned to love engineering, or try to learn things about it, I'll be okay. but, engineering is just not for me and its too late to do anything now either way. i wish i had fought with my parents. I'm graduating next year and yet i dont know what i am going to do honestly. i feel like going crazy.
          	
          	im really sorry about shattered shadows. i really am.

NazWinchester17

@yngzite I think you should take some time for yourself and see what it is u want. Happy to wait for u
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mannie26

@yngzite Me too!!♥️
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yngzite

@mannie26 it really do sucks. im sorry you are feeling like this as well. just hold on there, hopefully everything will fall back into place very soon. rooting for you! ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ
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yngzite

actually about the shattered shadows issue, i have been having a writer block lately, probably coz im really so stressed out with my personal life problems and today, i got my periods as well and i was like "lets try writing again" so i opened my laptop and sat, hoping to write but i just couldn't write. i sat for more than a hour, staring at the screen, with a blank mind but i just couldn't write 
          
          and the mood swings and mental health state didn't help at all, like i was so frustrated and in that frustration, i deleted the story in anger. yes, not unpublishing, i deleted it. i only realised what i had done when i saw the "deleting...." screen and before i could cancel it, it was done. jesus christ, i really really regret it so much.
          
          it's not only about the fact that i deleted my story, but about the fact that i cant even write anymore, not like before and i hate being like this coz in my stressing life, writing had been my only escape, but i just don't know what's wrong with me anymore. it was the only talent i had that i could be proud about or tell my friends. but now it seems like, i dont have it in me anymore either.
          
          i look at my classmates in college and they know the stuffs, they do stuffs related to engineering but then i look at me? and i see nothing. its like everyone's life is in a run while mine is just stuck here and its crazy coz im 20 years old and yet i still can't figure out what i want to do. 
          
          my parents forced me into engineering when i wanted to study literature and i had no choice but to give in with their desires coz my family is just so complicated. though, i hoped if i learned to love engineering, or try to learn things about it, I'll be okay. but, engineering is just not for me and its too late to do anything now either way. i wish i had fought with my parents. I'm graduating next year and yet i dont know what i am going to do honestly. i feel like going crazy.
          
          im really sorry about shattered shadows. i really am.

NazWinchester17

@yngzite I think you should take some time for yourself and see what it is u want. Happy to wait for u
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mannie26

@yngzite Me too!!♥️
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yngzite

@mannie26 it really do sucks. im sorry you are feeling like this as well. just hold on there, hopefully everything will fall back into place very soon. rooting for you! ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ
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yngzite

yall i did something i really regret rn-
          
          i deleted shattered shadows TT

yngzite

@Luv_is_95z @Miriamjimin2 read my new announcement, i explained in detail :/
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Luv_is_95z

@yngzite WHAT??! Deleted or just unpublished it?? 
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Miriamjimin2

@yngzite nooooo why??? Will u be able to repost it. Really loved that story and it was going soooo good
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noFOOKINidea

Hello
          I hope to you are currently accepting reading requests. If so, I would be honored if you could spare some time to read my new book, '’WHISPERING SHADOWS.' It's a mystery thriller that I've poured my heart into, and your feedback would mean the world to me.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/344687116?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=noFOOKINidea&wp_originator=2eGbBYNVnD%2F6zY0sdqv2xHI%2FCjJIPTXwDnGOOA98zF4%2BXhz7mkEZxxIM84gKP%2BKxIUgFO0EtPxTW0u3rGhi7Wxbh5KcgQtbxtNkQbiPPuewA4krYbDRwKWaz%2BfVs7REC

Verena_Achlys

Hi Unnie! 
          
          I just started a Jimin hurtfic on a request! Please consider reading it and give your thoughts and advices as it is my first hurtfic and I will be very happy to get reviews from my fav so... please read it!~ 
          
          AND I LOVE YOU-
          
          And please update your VMIN fic too! I'm waiting! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/370774694?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Verena_Achlys

yngzite

@Verena_Achlys sureee ill check it out tonight for sure <33
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yngzite

yall pls ill turn 20 tmrw and i don't im actually ready for that-
          
          anyways, imma try to update tmrw ig

BangtanArmies

@yngzite well, happy birthday again! XD 
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yngzite

@Nalweyiso3 thank you so much <33
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yngzite

im bored as hell. anyone wanna be friends ?
          if so, here's my insta : warner4lyf
          hmu (⁠⊃⁠。⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)⁠⊃

Luv_is_95z

@yngzite Thanks a lott ♡♡
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yngzite

@Luv_is_95z i can actually get u on this. understandable though and sure thing 
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yngzite

@Luv_is_95z actually i felt the same abt fourth wing. i saw some bad reviews so i was hesitating to read but then i saw so many reals about dragon tairn and the fl and i was interested so i just went like fck it, lets try it out and i tried and man, did i love it- 
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lost_in_some_fandoms

Btw, your gravity book, what's the font called ???cus I love it

yngzite

@lost_in_some_fandoms got it ! its "Amsterdam four" in canva
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lost_in_some_fandoms

Btw idk if you're interested but like, remember once in the comments I talked about a one shot ? Well it's out lol
          
          AND IF YOU POST LATER YOU BETTER KNOW I'LL BE IN THE FIRST ONES 

lost_in_some_fandoms

@yngzite  (⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠³⁠˘⁠)⁠♥
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yngzite

@lost_in_some_fandoms SJJSJSKD IT WAS SOOO GOOD SO OFCCCC (⁠⊃⁠。⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)⁠⊃
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lost_in_some_fandoms

@yngzite  NOT YOU PUTTING IT IN YOUR FAVS OMGGGG ❤️❤️❤️
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yngzite

yall im sooooo happy i cleared my exams skskdk so imma update today-

lost_in_some_fandoms

@yngzite  facts ! And Tae is always handsome (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠。⁠*⁠♡
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yngzite

@lost_in_some_fandoms this one is good too. i mean jimin is always cute ෆ⁠╹⁠ ⁠.̮⁠ ⁠╹⁠ෆ
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