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actually about the shattered shadows issue, i have been having a writer block lately, probably coz im really so stressed out with my personal life problems and today, i got my periods as well and i was like "lets try writing again" so i opened my laptop and sat, hoping to write but i just couldn't write. i sat for more than a hour, staring at the screen, with a blank mind but i just couldn't write 
          
          and the mood swings and mental health state didn't help at all, like i was so frustrated and in that frustration, i deleted the story in anger. yes, not unpublishing, i deleted it. i only realised what i had done when i saw the "deleting...." screen and before i could cancel it, it was done. jesus christ, i really really regret it so much.
          
          it's not only about the fact that i deleted my story, but about the fact that i cant even write anymore, not like before and i hate being like this coz in my stressing life, writing had been my only escape, but i just don't know what's wrong with me anymore. it was the only talent i had that i could be proud about or tell my friends. but now it seems like, i dont have it in me anymore either.
          
          i look at my classmates in college and they know the stuffs, they do stuffs related to engineering but then i look at me? and i see nothing. its like everyone's life is in a run while mine is just stuck here and its crazy coz im 20 years old and yet i still can't figure out what i want to do. 
          
          my parents forced me into engineering when i wanted to study literature and i had no choice but to give in with their desires coz my family is just so complicated. though, i hoped if i learned to love engineering, or try to learn things about it, I'll be okay. but, engineering is just not for me and its too late to do anything now either way. i wish i had fought with my parents. I'm graduating next year and yet i dont know what i am going to do honestly. i feel like going crazy.
          
          im really sorry about shattered shadows. i really am.

yall i did something i really regret rn-
          
          i deleted shattered shadows TT

Hello
          I hope to you are currently accepting reading requests. If so, I would be honored if you could spare some time to read my new book, '’WHISPERING SHADOWS.' It's a mystery thriller that I've poured my heart into, and your feedback would mean the world to me.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/344687116?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=noFOOKINidea&wp_originator=2eGbBYNVnD%2F6zY0sdqv2xHI%2FCjJIPTXwDnGOOA98zF4%2BXhz7mkEZxxIM84gKP%2BKxIUgFO0EtPxTW0u3rGhi7Wxbh5KcgQtbxtNkQbiPPuewA4krYbDRwKWaz%2BfVs7REC

Hi Unnie! 
          
          I just started a Jimin hurtfic on a request! Please consider reading it and give your thoughts and advices as it is my first hurtfic and I will be very happy to get reviews from my fav so... please read it!~ 
          
          AND I LOVE YOU-
          
          And please update your VMIN fic too! I'm waiting! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/370774694?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Verena_Achlys

Happy Birthday babe, you deserve this whole world. Enjoy the day to the fullest (⁠◠⁠‿⁠◕⁠)

yall pls ill turn 20 tmrw and i don't im actually ready for that-
          
          anyways, imma try to update tmrw ig

im bored as hell. anyone wanna be friends ?
          if so, here's my insta : warner4lyf
          hmu (⁠⊃⁠｡⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)⁠⊃

Btw, your gravity book, what's the font called ???cus I love it

Btw idk if you're interested but like, remember once in the comments I talked about a one shot ? Well it's out lol
          
          AND IF YOU POST LATER YOU BETTER KNOW I'LL BE IN THE FIRST ONES 

yall im sooooo happy i cleared my exams skskdk so imma update today-