Park Jimin
I look up at the orange sky.A sunset is so calming, I almost forgot how much It's always helped me with my nerves.
These days while being distant from Jungkook, have been awful.
I feel the lowest I've ever felt in my life.
There isn't much I can do though.
I inhale deeply. My performance is tomorrow. I didn't invite Jungkook, obviously.
I don't want to perform a song I wrote for him, and let him watch.
I bet he doesn't even know it's tomorrow.
But that makes me glad. I think performing something about him to him, would probably either make him uncomfortable or me too emotional.
"Hi honey, you coming in soon?"
I look over at my concerned looking Mother. She's noticed a change in me recently, but she hasn't asked too many questions. She was never one to pry, and I truly love that about her.
"Yes, just wanted some fresh air," I say quietly.
She smiles softly and nods. "Okay, great idea. I left you dessert on the table."
I smile.
"Thank you Mom, I love you," I giggle.
She winks playfully before stepping back inside.
I have great people in my life that support me, I just need to get over Jungkook.
I stand up and dust myself off.
But, I never could, though.
I can't get over Jungkook. I never once have, so makes me think I ever will?
Especially after how close we've gotten.
Even though...I ruined it.
I gently close my eyes and feel the light breeze brush against my face and hair.
I feel warm.
I feel like maybe, I have hope.
Hope for something better than a man I can never have.
I inhale, and exhale softly, and get right into position.
"All this is no coincidence."
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Devotion (Jikook)
FanfictionJeon Jungkook, a successful 21 year old, is living a normal life. His best friend, Kim Seokjin, is an over protective older brother to adorable and sweet, 17 year old, (turning 18 soon) Park Jimin. Jimin is coming back home from America, and Jin wa...