"What do you mean you aren't?"
"She means she has a sister dipshit"
"Get out"
"But Aliya"
"I said get out!" I honestly had a little bit of guilt, but I despised her she's the reason I act like I'm fine she's the reason why I feel like crap everyday!
She eventually left
"Aliya? What was that? "
"Michael go home please "
"You know what you always do this you always push me away why can't you see how much you hurt me when you push me away? I know we started dating like a few hours ago but I feel like until you are ready to let me in you should forget about me"
"Michael no!! Please!"
And then he just slammed the door shut, just like that.
Why do I always mess up? Why doesn't anyone see how much it hurts to let someone in?!
I quickly go change into my pj's and than I get a phone call "hey sweetie your dad and I aren't going to be home for a few weeks we have some business to take care of, I'm sorry this is short notice I love you"
Great no parents I hate this I need a drink!
Michael!! He has drinks in his freezer and he keeps his spare keys under his carpet I could just sneak it.
I walk to Michaels house and take the key and slowly unlock it and go to his fridge and take a couple drinks his parents are working late all the time so they wouldn't know I took 4 drinks out and start to drink one by one and by the 4th drink I'm totally drunk I go up to Michaels room and unlock it. Aweh he's sleeping! Too bad! I go and straddle his legs
"What the fuck?"
"Hehehe"
"Aliya? Get out of my house I don't want you here"
He gets up and I push him to the wall
"You are like everyone else you left me like everyone else" I kiss him on the lips
"Aliya stop, are you drunk? You need to sleep"
"NO! YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME" "okay talk"
"Everyone my whole life has hated me, everything was perfect in my old school perfect boyfriend, perfect friends, popularity I didn't have anything bad to think about except when I got home I hated myself, everything about me. My sister? She told me I was fat told me I should starve myself and that caused me to have an eating disorder I haven't told anyone except for my mom and dad. One day it got so bad that My mom took me to the hospital because I passed out and told her to get out and my life was never the same, I moved here thinking I would change but I I Michael I don't deserve you I don't deserve anyone" and then I blacked out.
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Okay so it's been about a year?! I'm soooo sorry and this chapter is really over the top short but I have had a lot of personal issues with school and stuff so I just lost the hope to write and I know I did a poor job with everything in this chapter but I'm really happy to be back oh also this books first chapter was published in 2013 but I accidentally clicked on it and published it again😂 anyways more conflict!!! I will try to write more now that I feel more confident and I'll edit all these chapters one by one once I'm done hey that rhymed 😂😂 yeah I'm not funny anyways this book will be done soon and there will not be a sequel ilygsm thanks for the support
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Teen Fiction-Hailey reddy This is basically about a girl who moves to another country and has no friends and doesn't really fit in with the "popular crowd" like she did In her old school she finds out that she starts to have feelings for the "queenbees" ex boyf...
