7 p.m.
here i am
distraught, heartbroken
head in my hand
and
my phone in the other
7 p.m.
there you are
distressed, disheartened
head looking up
and
your phone to your ear
here i am
holding it in
waiting for you
there you are
wanting release
saying the words that'll change everything
it's a different kind of moment
hearing your voice say those words
it was the moment that changed everything
that changed me
time stood still once more
even though i wanted it to fast forward
the darkness outside grew
even though i wanted to see the light once more
my heart skipped a beat and stopped all at once
even though i wanted some proof i'm still living
brown eyes shut close, saying good bye to the colors
even though i wanted to see those colors for the rest of my life
it was the worst moment
to tell you
to say what i've never told anyone
but i didn't
because i would be lying if i did
instead
i said "i'll always love you"
because that was the truth.
and it still is true.
DU LIEST GERADE
feelings i could never voice
Poesie"i miss the girl i once was. i miss the girl i once was before i met you. but the girl i am now is much wiser stronger because of you. so thank you for breaking my heart."
