Really? (Trevor Moran)

Chapter 10

It's been a few days since I have been out of my room. Beside getting up to pee, and eat I haven't left. I think I'm falling back into depression. Trevor hasn't talked to me since the day I told him my story. Maybe he hates me now. I knew I shouldn't have told them.

I pulled out my phone to tweet. I tweeted...

"How come one day I tell someone my biggest secrets, then the next day they don't call or text me😪"

I feel like I'm falling apart. My head hurts along with my stomach, but I can't sleep or eat. I feel like I could get up and run a mile, but I'm too weak. Maybe I should still be in the hospital. I miss being happy.

"Jenn, can you go get JC? I wanna talk to him but not over text. Btw he hasn't talked to me so he doesn't know your coming." I texted Jenn.

"You want me to go get him, and bring him back?" Jenn questioned.

"Yes please" I texted back.

"Okay I will be right back." Jenn said.

"Thanks" I set my phone down.

The reason I wanted to talk to JC was because he was my closest friend. And I needed help. I knew JC could help me.

*Jenn's POV*

I knocked on O2Ls door. Kian answered.

"Hey Jenn what's up?" Kian asked.

"Is JC home?" I said.

"Uh ya, JC! Jenn's here!" He yelled.

JC came over too the door.

"Hey Jenn what's up." He said stepping outside.

"Come back to are apartment please." I said quickly.

"Why? What's going on?" He looked worried.

"I will explain on the way just please." I begged.

"Okay let me tell the guys." He said opening the door back up.

"Guys in going to Jenn's I will be right back!" He screamed into their house.

JC and I got in the car and rushed home.

*Sydney's POV*

Once JC got home I was scared. I don't really know what to tell him... I just wanna talk to him.

"What's wrong Sydney?" JC asking placing his hand on my thigh.

"I'm scared. JC I don't want to go back into depression again." I felt the tears start in my eyes.

"Why would you go into depression again? You have amazing suportive fans. You have me and all the O2L boys. You have Jenn and Andrea your best friends. But most importantly you have an amazing boyfriend. When you left the night you told us about your depression, Trevor cried. He told us he wouldn't let that happen to you again. He really does love you Syd." JC informed me.

"I know but sometimes I feel hopeless." I calmed down a bit.

"Don't be." JC smiled.

"Thanks JC, I knew you would make me feel better." I gave him a hug.

"Anytime Sydney." He whispered in my ear.

"Can I ask you something though?" I asked.

"Sure." He nodded.

"If Trevor cared about me, how come he hasn't texted me or called me in the past few days?" I asked.

"I'm not sure. Maybe you should come home with me and ask him. He wouldn't mind you spending the night." He chuckled.

"Are you sure?"

"Positive." JC said kissing my forehead.

(That was just a friendly kiss. JC isn't trying to hook up with Sydney.😂)