January 19, 2018

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my dearest baby,

today I finally told your daddy about you.

this is him by the way, sorry he wasn't looking at me but isn't he handsome?

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this is him by the way, sorry he wasn't looking at me but isn't he handsome?

anyway, it's not that I was hiding you from him, it's just that he's gone a lot for work. but we'll talk more about your daddy's crazy job later on.

so back to you.

at first I was scared to tell him about you.

we're young, we're 26, we're not even married & our relationship is still fairly new.

I mean we only told people we were dating four months ago! Even though we'd been together for over a year, which also goes back to your daddy's weird job but anyway..

things between us are serious.
but I wasn't sure they're "let's have a baby" serious.

I had a million thoughts, & what ifs going through my mind

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I had a million thoughts, & what ifs going through my mind. because I'm a chronic worrier, it's part of who I am.

{ would he leave me?

would he want us?

was I going to have to do this alone? }

I wasn't sure, but I was strong & I told him the truth.
and baby, I have never seen him so happy.

his eyes lit up when he read the card I had written him. the tears in his eyes were beautiful; a little bit scared, but also full so of excitement.

he too cannot wait to meet you

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he too cannot wait to meet you.
you are already his world, little one.

your daddy & I may not have the most normal of relationships, our love is fresh&new. most of the people in our lives are still getting used to the idea of us being together.

but none of that matters, baby.
what matters is that we love each other.

I hope as you grow up you'll see that & know that no matter what happens between us, your daddy & I love you most of all.

you are the best part of US.

i am almost 8 weeks along today, and in a few days we'll go to the doctor for the first time

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i am almost 8 weeks along today, and in a few days we'll go to the doctor for the first time. I can't wait to see you on the big screen, my little peanut.

all of my love,
your mom 💋

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