Between Actuality & a Psychotic Embrace

'Exposure'

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Elastic vowels defile,
& pleasantry smile,
softens strangers blue tinged eyes,
though...
none recognize,
comes sketching across mine lines,
barricaded within terrors of own design;

What mind remembers still.
Celestial lullabies clouts & steals;
morning breaks opaque apart,
for moments to minutes... forget -
What deters mine heart?

words vibrating upon tongue ...
speak of not meaning,
carry much silence than cords want revealing,
pain hushed by time weaving,
care such more in giving,
sets eternal mind grieving,
by now... there's less awaiting in healing;

came close to pulling lights,
ending every sinister loathing sight,
by minions bite;

left with endurance of own,
to solve dilapidated notes,
scribbled about walls known;
albeit...
in darker aches... the wise does weaken size,
wish days & nights to rewind,
trace steps I've undeservedly cried;

bring a piece of harmony upon hearts searching closure,
mine will come stark by bulldozer,
unearthing true desires exposure -
I. Am. Even. Closer.