Been Away

𝚂𝚒𝚡

𝙺𝚊𝚣 𝚁𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚛
𝟷/𝟷𝟻/𝟸𝟷
𝟽:𝟻𝟶𝚊𝚖

"Kam stop crying she gone come back after school" I said soothing Kam, Pretty stayed the night with us and she just left for school

"You acting like a baby" I said pointing my finger in his face he start laughing

"I'm is a baby Kman" he said making me sigh he ain't at the dad or pops stage in this lil relationship we establishing, not gone lie I'm jealous as hell of Heaven he adores her and always calling her big head ass mommy

          "What you wanna do today?" I asked sitting him on the kitchen island

"Umm wait here for mommy" he said making me smile, I was so against this kid shit but now I want more, I wanna just protect him and teach him, it's crazy me.. Kaz is somebody father

            "Kman we go see BB?" he asked ion want my son to be around his bad ass cousin but I guess imma let him go over there sometimes

"BB at school right now bud how bout we go to the mall again, yo closet still a lil empty and then we can go to Walmart and get you that toy you was tell mommy about" I said watching his face light up

"Really?" He asked making me laugh

"Yeah yo mama laid you a outfit out" I said walking to his room, I let Heaven and Kam sleep in my bed and I slept in the living room

"Damn she got money" I said looking at his red polo jogging suit

"Put yo thermal shirt on then yo paw patrol shirt " I said after help him put on his pants

"I ordered you some better boxer briefs cause yo mama tripping" I said taking his black uggs outta the box

"Okay you got some drip but where yo chain at and yo ring and bracelet?" I asked

"Right here" he said going in a box that had his name on it, when he opened more jewelry was in there Heaven ass had my boy fresh as hell

"Dis my favoriorte" he said trynna say favorite, it was a gold twenty four kart name plate with his name

          "Oh yeah you ready now, want me to match you?" I asked brushing his hair back in a ponytail, he could use a better line up but the bar I trust don't cut kids hair, he might make an exception cause Kam grown

"Yesh you have them ones too?" He asked pointing to his jacket and joggers

         "Yeah I got every color" I said picking him up going in my room

"Killa get off my bed" I said making his lazy ass jump up

          "Kman what's that" Kam said pointing to my gun on the dresser, fuck I'm fucking up big time but it wasn't there when they were sleeping in here

"It's a gun Kam and don't touch it you could get hurt" I said putting my gun in my top drawer I need to get a gun safe now

          "You hurt peoples with that" he said sitting at the foot of my bed

"No, but I will to protect you and me" I said

          "What about mommy her need protect" he said folding his arms, I can understand why he's so infatuated with her because it's happening to me too, her eyes just pull you in and make you wanna hold her, she's so nurturing and just overall a beautiful person, she got up at six this morning got ready for school woke Kam up helped him brush and wash his face made him some cereal and kiss him bye, I didn't want her to leave either I was low key crying with Kam, her presence just makes everything so calm and relaxing and I like her but she not gone know that