Been Away

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢-𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎

𝙺𝚊𝚣 𝚁𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚛
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𝟹:𝟷𝟻𝚙𝚖

"Dad why you still mad at mommy?" Kam asked while I got him dressed

"I'm not mad just disappointed" I said shrugging

"Well her coming to get me and pawpaw said you can come to him house too" he said while I looked over his fit he picked everything out and surprisingly it's a hard fit

"You got yo— before I could finish the door bell rung making Killa loud ass start barking

"Who is it?" I asked

"Heaven" she said making me shake my head this girl has a fucking key

"Where yo key stink?" I asked opening the door, Killa immediately ran to his mama jumping on her

"I didn't know if I should use it or not here's it back" she said trynna hand me the key I gave her

"You said fuck me I never said shit so stop acting like I broke up with you Heaven yo name tattooed on me this shit forever so act like it" I said while she came in the house

"I understand what you were saying now I'm sorry" she mumbled while standing in front of me

"Gimmie a kiss then an apology and good because if I lose you I lose me and Kam don't deserve both of his parents to be gone" I said while pulling her towards me

"I love you and I'm gone forever let you know when your wrong stink" I said while she hugged me tightly

"I missed you so much" she said looking up at me

       "I missed you more then how you gone come to my place of business with no draws or bra on yesterday?" I asked I thought about that shit for the rest of rest day and all day today, then all them niggas was in her face knowing she mine

"I had on panties" she said laughing

        "What ever I'm throwing that dress away" I said pointing my finger at her forehead

"Are you coming with us?" She asked while going through my Apple Watch

       "Yea Kam said ya dad invited me" I said shrugging

"I love you" she said out of the blue

        "Mommy you home look Killa got new toys" Kam said interrupting our moment

"Really.. did you spray cologne on?" She asked him

        "Yeahhh dad bought me some like him old one" he said

While they talked and caught up I just finished getting dressed

         "Dad yo head look messed up" Kam said while I put my black fitted hat over my Jim jones looking braids

"Want me to do your hair baby?" Heaven asked while sniffing Kam

       "Yea later tonight and Kam tell yo mama to stop being weird" I said while he laughed

"Can us bring Killa him never leaves the house" Kam said while Heaven put him down

        "You guys matching and accidentally matched me that's crazy" she said while standing in front of me

"Pretty this shit meant to be stop playing" I said grabbing her neck

        "You missed me for real?" I asked

"Yesss Rashad" she said making me let her go

       "We going on our trip at the end of the month it was supposed to be a surprise since Kam birthday later on the twenty-fifth and yours on the first" I said

"Where and can we bring my brother we never spent our birthday separately?" She asked while hugging me

        "Heaven that's cool he my brother I got him a ticket anyway now yo dad that's different he gotta get his own ticket" I said while looking at her lace

"You a goat for this lace it look good who you been watching?" I asked

        "Tae Pootie paid for me to go to one of his classes and when I got home I did this do you like it?" She asked

"Yea shit look good" I said pulling it

       "Ouch ugly" she said popping my head

"Mommy and dad come on time to go pawpaw got lotta firworks" Kam yelled while knocking on the bathroom door

       "Dad mommy like us" Kam said pointing to her black and white dunk lows that we have on

It's hot as hell so ion wanna do too much, a muscle shit and white t with some black Nike jogger shorts and Nike socks

Heaven got on some lil ass black shorts with a white black history t shirt

"Yea she need to change them shorts tho" I said while we walked to the front door

"Killa go get yo leash you coming with us" I said making him run off

"I'm starving dad pawpaw let kids get ribs mommy?" Kam asked while I laughed

"Yeah stink it's food you can have whatever you want" Heaven said, she one of the mama's who kids gone be so spoiled his lil ass can get a hot dog or burger but noooo he want ribs

"He got some drank?" I asked while I helped Kam and Killa into the backseat of my truck

"Yeah well I don't know you know how he is" she said while I helped her in

"I can't say nothing because when we have our daughter she gone be just like you outta touch with bad shit" I said

"My mommy not having no kids" Kam said making me laugh

"Tell him you gone have my daughter" I said while Heaven looked out the window

"It's the same argument everyday" She said shaking her head

"Cause mommy him always say that" Kam said

"You talked to Kim?" I asked her while she looked at her nails

"Yeah yesterday night she came over and did my nails you like them?" She asked showing me her nails

        "Nah Ian pick the color" I said making her gasp

"I picked, you do like white and pink so goodbye" she said rolling her eyes

         "You need this dick in order to act right huh?" I asked making her hide her face

"Aye but on a serious note don't do that shit again or it's gone get domestic, no matter what come home and ghosting ain't cool, especially when you done put that pussy on me, I'm addicted to you, you were right too all of got separation anxiety" I said while she grabbed my hand

           "I'm hungry" she said making me shake my head

"Daddy mommy said her is hungry" Kam said tapping my shoulder like I'm deaf

       "I heard you need to sit back" I said while he looked at his mama to say something

"Sit back stink so you want get hurt when daddy stops" Heaven said and the motherfucker did what she said

       "Why he always listening to you more?" I asked looking at Kam the other mirror

"I'm a mamas boy duh dad" Kam said making Heaven smile

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Forgive me college is getting real I'm failing a class so I dropped it but imma have to take it again, my probability and statistics class kicking my ass I have one last test due May 3 so I'm paying somebody to do the test anyway sorry for this diary entry but I need y'all to know how busy I be🥺