roses of gold

⇷ chocolate milk ⇸

I woke up the next morning my heart was cold and my eyes were lifeless. I took out the tubes out of me , the pain didn't affect me anymore.

I won't get better by lying in bed and my work won't be done. I used my powers to get out of the room , the guards got shocked when they saw me and I kept walking towards my wing till I got there . I washed my face and changed to my chest armor and military uniform , the long white skirt with a cut at the thigh . detailed with gold and silver , my black top under the armor that is made of gold . it went down to my right shoulder while my other side was free . the armor ended a bit over my chest cage . I put my weapons in their place and brushed my hair.

The choosing for new members to the force was today and I am not missing it . I was ready and the guards outside showed me the way to the training field, the soldiers from my force stood with their heads held high. Arzel, zayn and the guy named alex sat on thrones with rin and melissa. The new members were standing on the other side soon enough some of my soldiers saw me and their eyes wided.

THE PRINCESS IS HERE

Everyone's attention went on me , my warriors bowed when I walked past them .

Mellisa and Rin stood up when I jumped up on the stage where the thrones were .

Melissa's hand went directly to my forehead and she shook her head disappointed.

You are fuming . go back to bed-

Not happening

My cold voice shocked her. She wasn't used to hearing this tone .

I stood in the middle looking at the new members , some of them are from different forces while some of them are new .

Who are you?

A blond guy with brown chocolate eyes , A nature shifter .

Your leader

Hahahah so the rumors aren't false , the leader of this force is a weak woman .

He looked around and some of the other men began to laugh , and talk. They looked at me like a prize while some looked at me with grins .

Miss do you know where the kitchen is .

I want to be the leader of this force. Do you accept my request?

Man don't be rude she cant even hold her sword .

I don't care what they say but thinking of me as a price and weak is stepping out of line. I looked over to my soldiers who seemed annoyed by the new members' actions .

You 7 on the field now.

Do you want to fight us princess

They went to the fighting arena and began to take out their swords then I gave the signal to start the fight Mellissa looked worried. But shaked it off . I closed my eyes and the flame I created surrounded the seven men , chains came down from the ground while some fell down from the sky and they began to go around my body . Arzel looked shocked while zayns and alex mouth hung ,

I keep my face emotionless until the end of the chains went through my heart , it is there they get their power from , the chains went in from everywhere and the blood ran down . My hair changed color to a silver one and I took out my sword and the chains went around it giving it power from my heart.

The flames died soon and the men began to attack , they were too slow compared to me. They fell on the ground one after one and my chains held them there.

I AM NOT HERE TO PROVE MYSELF TO ANYONE , MY NAME HAVE ALREADY TRAVELLED AROUND THE WORLD AND TRUST ME I DON'T NEED ANYONE . I TAKE IN THE PEOPLE I KNOW WILL FIGHT AT MY SIDE , THEY WILL FIGHT FOR THE JUSTEC EVEN IF THE GOLD AND DIAMONDS WERE THROWN AT THEM . I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO PLAY PRINCESS AND TEE PARTY WITH ME.
I WANT A FORCE WHO WILL DESTROY THE WORLD AND WIN EVERY FIGHT .
I WANT A FORCE TO CURSE THE HEAVENS AND BURN THE HEELS DOWN EVEN IF IT MEANT THEIR BLOOD AND SOULS AS PRICE .

My voice was clear and powerful , the king and queen along some councils were now standing beside Arzel .

I looked at my force and they went on their knees with the other members .

So the rules : No drinking under the week , no girls can come into the force house . The only ones allowed are mates . They can visit 4 times a week and if some of you get injured a mate can live here until you get better but you can also choose to go back to your home.

No drugs are allowed , you will do a drug test everyday at different times that will be held secret.

We don't take women , kids or old people as prisoners , no women or kids will be slaves and the ones we find under war will be kept safe even if they are from the other side. They will be feeded and treated with respect.

You get a pack of food every week you can do what you want to do with it , but if it ends before the decided date it is your fault .

teortur : you can do what you want as long as you tell me , but kids and family can be dragged in , and no tourtur through the mate bond .

AND the one who disrespect me will die .

Those are the rules, the one who doesn't follow them dies or goes out.

Understood

Understood captain

Send those 7 out

The choosing was over , two men got the title of force generals while 30 men went in as soldiers .

We walked through the door when my powers gave up , the place began to spin arounds and everyone's eyes looked at me. My body gave soon up and my falling body fell on the floor , I didn't feel anything before my eyes closed

I woke up again to find myself in my wing , my clothes have been changed. There was a bell beside the bed that wasn't there before so I shook it a bit before Elise went in . they smiled at me before helping me sit right , she went later and grabbed food and fed me it , the night had fallen and there were no stars or moon, a lifeless night.

But a smell coming from outside made my smile , the scent of chocolate and marshmallows. A maid went in with it and my heart melted. I didn't ask anyone to bring it so who did .

I drank it fast not caring if I burned myself And an hour went by and I was alone unable to sleep like every night.

It was a miracle that I slept in his bed but I am unable to do that now. I opened a drawer and took you the only thing that can help me.

The pills.

I took two before looking at the ceiling , it was cold so cold and the memories came back , the ones who hurt me every night. The blood and bodies, the tears and my heart in that man's hands , his laugh . the men around him who looked at me with lust . the big cut that went down from my upper chest to my stomach they sold that rushed out and the pain .

The tears in the kids eyes and the weak smile I gave them before leaving them.

My falling body. The scars and loneliness , the hope that wasn't there . all that came back and my so called sleep filled with them.

I woke up the next morning sweating , dried tears at my cheeks and nail prins at my bloody palm .