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06 : 𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐈 𝐗 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐋 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

: T r  i g g e r  W a r n  i n g :

Comfort ; ˈkʌmfət

S o n g  S u g g e s t i o n s ~

* Laughing on the outside ; Bernadette

* Can you feel my heart? ; Bring me the horizon

* Lovely; Billie Eillish

~ [ y / n ] ' s P O V ~

Another day, another hell, seriously I wonder how I kept up with this torture and torment it never ends why? I even let my own squad die under my control, my supervision... you thought

Why? I do deserve this you tell yourself

You look at the bright shining blade in front of yourself

I deserve this, I deserve this I repeat to yourself...

With a little hesitation, You slice the blade in your skin deeply

Suddenly a ringing painful bleeding sensation hits your wrist

You kept repeating the phrase, I deserve this, I blame myself, how come I couldn't even save them? you mumbled

You remember as you watched from the sidelines as your squad dies, one by one, and now? everyone is suffering for no damn reason!

Why did they leave me to live alone in this cruel society you think as you break down

This, this bleeding it isn't enough you think to yourself

What type of monster like me can be allowed in this monstrous world? you repeat

You make your mind after thinking deeply and head out your room, hesitating at the doorknob with your bleeding trembling hands

Do I really want to do this? you question yourself

You turn the doorknob and you make your way to the roof where you thought can finally be at peace and not ruin everyone's lives anymore...

. . .

Jogging up the stairs, you inhale the air that greeted your presence when you set foot on the roof

Yes it's relaxing, you thought as you inch your feet to the edge

You open your arms

This is it, the end...

You then fall down, embracing the wind until it come to a stop?

what? why can't I feel any pain? you thought

You look up to see the person carrying you away from fate...

Levi?

"C-captain what are you doing!" you stutter

Levi meets a stop and gently pushes you to safely

" WHAT WAS THAT?" he yells loudly at you

You look at him a bit puzzled

"you don't need to invade my business," you say brushing it off

Damn it, right timing, my massive crush saved me ... you thought a little embarrassed

"OI! where you going to jump to your death? how could you be so reckless!" he yells in frustration at you

"I WASN'T RECKLESS!... it was on...purpose" you admit, feeling the warm tears well up in my eyes again