❝ 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒❞ → 𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐈 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 ⚔️ *ੈ✩‧₊˚

18 : 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐈 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

Stay ; steɪ

S o n g S u g g e s t i o n s ~

* Dusk till dawn ; Zayn feat. Sia

* Say you won't let go ; James Arthur

~ [ y / n ] ' s  P O V ~

As the gates open to your arrival everyone riding their horses held the same expression

Emotionless, traumatized and depressed

The recent expedition was a nightmare, more than that, it became reality making the situation even worse, so many casualties and death hovering everywhere you turned in that hell son of a  place...

The female titan killed so easily as everyone watched in horror and you?

The last of the few that watched your comrades die like ants in a blink of an eye

You were in Levi's squad and only you, he and Eren managed to survive together and you blamed yourself for not staying with the others and aiding them, maybe if you turned back at the last second, you wouldn't have seen it in time

Everyone was cheering oblivious, clueless,  you were back as you rode your horse into familiar streets

Your position was next to Levi's as you rode alongside him and you looked down in embarrassment and a burden to everyone, you couldn't stand proudly

" h-hey Captain Levi! My daughter was in your squad, I'm Petra's father before she sees me I wanted to talk to you" a dad come to Levi

There was silence as you listened quietly

" she sent me this letter, she mentioned that you respected her abilities for her to join your squad! She was willing to devote herself to you" he continued being clueless

You grip your knuckles hearing that

Petra was your friend, your closest friend and your only companion against the world...

You listened intently as you glance at Levi's traumatized face

" I think it's too early for her to marry... she's still young with so much to experience..."

You grip your knuckles turning whiter, seriously? after her death? you thought forgetting the fact he was clueless like the others

" that enough, Mr Ral, can you please excuse us, your daughter is probably waiting at the back..." you lie, holding tears in, Levi turned to you slightly in shock and nodded to thank you

" a-ah of course, we will talk later caption" Mr Ral stop walking and waited for his missing daughter

You sigh and turn Levi with the same expression

" you know... it wasn't your fault..." you began to comfort him with words

" it was mine" you finish before silence returned

You hear the crowd yelling Erwin's name and all you did in that situation was desperately cover your ears from all the sounds

. T i m e S k i p ( brought to you by Petra's tree) : back at HQ, dinner time .

You sat in the mess hall, only a few showed up, the rest was probably still mourning their friend's death, you were playing with your food, you weren't hungry at all

Who are you kidding you were one of them thinking of a friends death...

You look at your other friends who didn't share a word and were just happy to be alive