Shiggy ships/Oneshots

√this is love?√

(Au, no quirks, Shiggy is tenko and dabi is touya, 🔪🔪)

April 2nd, 2020

Dear diary,

My therapist said this would be a good idea.. I guess. I've been going to school.more instead of just skipping all my classes.. It's not so bad I guess, I just hate it there. But I met this really pretty boy, his name is touya, he's 2grades older than me but he's so sweet and nice. Though.. A part of me hates how he looked so.. Troublesome. No, I'm just wrong, I'm sure he's a nice guy. Anyways, that's all for now,, see you some other time diary

April 9th, 2020

Oh. My. God.

He asked me out, he actually asked me out. I mean, it's only been a week but I said yes because I couldn't resist him. He's so perfect, anyone who's smart would agree to that! God.. He's held my hand as well, his hands are so nice feeling. I wonder if he uses lotion to make them so soft.. maybe, that wouldn't surprise me really. I wonder why he asked me out? Maybe he really does like me.. Oh I hope so.. I like the way his voice sound when he calls my name. He's so sweet, you have no idea.. Anywayz, that's enough for today, see you again soon 

May 9th, 2020

He hit me today.. It's okay though, I just made a mistake. He said I deserved it for pissing him off. Then he held me and told me he loved me and he was only doing it to protect me.. I hope that's true, because I love him so much.. He said I Pissed him off by talking to my friend Himiko, he said he was jealous of how close I was with her.. I can't really blame him though, I'd be jealous too I guess.. But I would also trust him not to do anything, doesn't he trust me..? No, no, of course he does! He has to, that's how a relationship works. I think.. I hope he doesn't hit me again though, it hurt alot when he did.. As long as I don't mess up he wont! So, just don't mess up Tenko, make a mental note of it if you have to.. Okay, that's all for now, I have to go, cya some other time diary

May 12th, 2020

He hit me again.. I dunno what I did this time.. All I wanted was a few cuddles and he slapped my arm, and pushed me away. I ended up falling in my butt on the floor. Maybe he's just not a touchy person.. I should respect his boundaries more.. God I'm stupid.. I hope he doesn't hate me.. He apologized later though, after dinner. And he hugged me, then we cuddled and watched a movie. I should ask first before I do something probably.. I really hope I don't annoy him too much.. 

July 12th, 2020

He hits me everyday now.. But then he kisses me and Holds me.. Is this really what love is like? Do the movies get love wrong.? Or.. Is this abuse?

Nono! He wouldn't abuse me like that. I hope.. He tells me to stop writing all the time, that's why I've been gone for so long.. It's a terrible thing really, I wish I could write more.. I wish I could write more about the sweet things he does.. I should probably go now though, see you soon diary.. I Hope..

September 17th, 2020

He slept with someone else he calls keigo.. That's fine I guess, I'm not the best in bed.. I can't do anything he wants me to do anyways, God I'm useless! But I love him.. 

my suicidal thoughts came back.. I don't know why it how but they did.. They keep telling me to go away and leave Touya happy.. Touya doesn't like me that much now I think.. Well, he does, he still tells me he loves me as he cuddles and holds me close. He stopped hitting me so much, he apologized for hitting me. He doesn't mean to hurt me, he wouldn't do it on purpose.. I've been working on a song for how I think he views our relationship.. I hope he doesn't think it's bad..

December 24, 2020

I've learned one thing about dating Touya.. Never trust a man who has pretty looks.. I knew he didn't really love me.. No one ever really loves me... 

I've decided to go to that school roof this afternoon.. I think I'm gonna jump.. I left my note for Touya.. I hope he finds it.. Would he really stop me if he loves me..? No probably not.. He doesn't love me.. No one loves me.. 

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Touya found the note and hurried to the building, only to get there in time to see Tenko jump. He cried out loudly. 

when he got home he saw the dairy and read through it, then after the last page was the perfect song tenko made, trying to see how Touya thought about their relationship.. 

You're no good, you're no good 

You could kill me and you should 

I'm an idiot for thinkingThis was anything but blood

On the wall, on the couch, On the corner of my mouth 

You must like being the victim, You've done nothing to get out

 Of this pattern of pain, Washed away by the rain 

You'll forgive me if I promise, 

And do nothing but the same 

This is life until death, Could be my last dying breath 

But this is love, love, shut up, this is love

Forget everything you used to know, I think you better tell your friends to go 

Stick around cause I'm about to show you, The beginning is the end

Yeah, I know wrong, I know right, But I just love to pick a fight

 I can sleep with one eye open, If there's any sleep at night 

I got my knife, got my gun, Let's see how fast you can run 

You might think that you can hurt me, But the damage has been done

It's pathetic, I know, A jealous fool who won't let go 

If I was sorry for my actions, Would I ever stoop so low 

Got no reason to liveand I've got nothing left to give you. But my love, love, fuck it, this is love

Forget everything you used to know, I think you better tell your friends to go

 Stick around cause I'm about to show you, The beginning is the end

Oh I was hit as a kid, I was good but then I quit 

Everyone that tried to fix me, Knows that I can't change a bit.

 I've got no shame, got no pride, Only skeletons to hide 

And if you try to talk to someone, Well then someone has to die 

Once you chase me down the hole, Yeah once you think you're in control, You'll believe that we are partners

 And you'll feel uncomfortable, Oh then the darkness rolls in 

And you'll forget who I have been

 But you'll love, love, love it, this is love 

Forget everything you used to know, I think you better tell your friends to go

 Stick around cause I'm about to show you, The beginning is the end

this is love..