Sometimes you need someone who you know will always be there to give helping hand
or
in which aurora has always been there for baylen and maybe they realize that they want to be seen differently in both each other's eyes
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I lay on the couch, that's all I did. I think about anything and everything that my brain decides is worth my time. I pull a pillow over my head and let out a yell, i'm in the dorm all alone which i'm enjoying
The boys have been going off doing things without me which really hurts my feelings, lately they have just been avoiding me and acting like I'm a nobody. I have been finding no motivation to leave my spot for the past five days and no one has noticed
I can't worry about them because they have a job they have to do so I just stay to myself not knowing what else to do.
I start to feel my eyes water at the thought of being a nobody, "Stop being such a baby suck it up," my brother words repeat in my head when i didn't even hear the door open
I take a breath in and wipe my eyes so it doesn't look like i've been crying, "That was sick oh my god, then the golf cart flipped," I heard Baylens laughing like it was right next to my ear
I curl up into a small ball and pick at my nails on the couch trying to avoid anyone and anything i could
" Dude i was about to die i swear peej was falling on top of me and i pra-"
"Dude shut the fuck up i aint that heavy," They all laugh and i felt the couch dip as Baylen sat down
"Hey Rory," i dont respond and he pushes away my hair that was fanning my face
Only to be meant with the red puffy eyes and tear stricken cheeks, "Rory what's wrong talk to me,"
i sniffle and shake my head as i bury my head in my legs, I hug myself and i feel another pair of hands rub my back
Hands pry open mine as my face gets held my Baylen who just shakes his head looking at me with sympathy on his face, my lip wobbles as i can't hold back another sob
I get pulled into a hug by Baylen and i grib onto the pull-over that he is currently wearing "I feel so useless, you guys just avoid me,"
i hear him whisper things into my ear and i just grab onto him tighter Baylen picks me up and brings me to the bathroom, shutting the door and setting me on the counter with him standing between my legs
"I'm sorry Rory, I'm sorry we made you feel that way. We just wanted some bro time you know,"
I put on a fake small smile and nod, as i wipe my tears "Yeah i know, i'm sorry for overreacting," He grabs my hands to stop me "Stop acting like your okay Rory when your not, its okay to not be okay,"
