~Life is nothing without a little chaos to make it interesting. In chaos, there is fertility~
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Yasmeen
Life leads us into its spaces slowly, We are not sure what awaits us next. We set out to explore it, moving circumspectly, with a sense of anticipation and sometimes, it suddenly opens up and teases us with its transparency. Just like the way it's teasing me with my divorce, the one I never got
They say that there is beauty in truth, even if it's painful. And the only truth right now is, I am stuck with Ahmad. But it is not beautiful, only painful
Another month has passed, still no divorce. Ahmad is still delaying the inevitable as if he could kill time without injuring eternity
Worry is all I feel these days, For I was a free bird one minute, queen of the world and laughing. The next minute I would be at the verge of tears like a porcelain angel, about to teeter, fall and break. I never worry because I was afraid that something would happen, I worry because I fear something that could render the world more beautiful would not happen, and that thing is My divorce
I was almost drowning in the ocean of my worries when I saw a message from anonymous, A drop of sweetness mixes into the worry inside me. It's only a drop in a sea, but in that moment, it feels like everything.
And suddenly I am in the middle of it, poetry and chaos, poetry and love and again, complete chaos. Worry, disorder, fear, occasional clarity, sheer enchantment and at the bottom of it all, only love and poetry.
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Hey beautiful ❤️
You're one of the strongest people I know, do not let anything break you. Not even the loss of a man who was never yours
All the world is a stage and most of us are desperately unrehearsed. Some things just couldn't be protectd from storms, Some things simply needed to be broken off. Once old things are broken off, amazingly beautiful things grow in their place
Sometimes you meet people in your journey through life that are never meant to stay in your life. They are just passing through to bring you gifts, either they are blessings or lessons.
If you gave someone your heart and they broke it, they didn't take it with them. You would not spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled. I'm here to fill it up with all the love and care in the world
Don't bend, don't water it down, don't try to make it logical, don't edit your own soul according to the fashion or other people's preference. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly. One of which is 'US' 😉
Love ❤️ Anonymous
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In that moment, I saw myself and anonymous driving through eternity in a timeless taxi, holding hands
No matter what all your teeth and wet fingers anticipated, there was no accounting for the way that simple joy of reading his messages could shake in me
I was consumed by the sweetness of his words when I heard a voice calling
"Yasmeen! Yasmeen! Yasmeen!"
I answered and quickly made my way to the living room to see why someone is screaming out my name. Upon entering, I came face to face with my cousin who is old enough to be my mother
"Good afternoon" I greeted her
"So nice to see you Yasmeen dear, but it could have been even nicer if I saw you at your matrimonial home" she said
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