Loving you seems impossible

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Mark POV:

Feeling myself waking up from  unconsciousness in a hospital room. A sharp pain is felt in my knees. Going down to reach them my eye's land on someone I never thought I would see again

She sits in the blue hospital couch staring at me with so much worry . I blink away the tears that want to escape my eye's .

I thought I was dead until I heard her speak

"Hi baby" she says softly . A smile trying to form on her lips but the guilt on her face makes it quickly turn into a frown .

She twiddles her thumbs on her lap and I lean back into the hospital bed . Calming myself down from everything cause whatever that is about to come out of her mouth will determine whether she lives or she actually dies this time

"Mark I-" she cuts herself off as a tear runs down her face

"Zuri....give me one good reason " I clench my jaw as I try to sit up. The pain of my body becoming unbearable but I don't care

"Give me one good reason on why I should let you live" I seethe out and she sniffles staring up at me with glossy eye's

"I'm carrying your baby" she whispers and I clench my fist hitting the side of my bed

"I have already buried Zuri as well as my child .....so the traitor that sits in front of me right now is absolutely disposable to me" I growl out and she stares at me stunned.

"Mark I- I-" she cuts herself off as she stutters

"Look Mark I know I'm the last person you want to see right now but I- I risked everything to be here with you" she sniffles standing up to go near me but I raise my hand to stop her . I usher her to sit back down and she does

"What exactly did you risk Zuri ....I risked my reputation , my sanity and my life when I thought I lost you but here you are alive" I scoff and she sighs

"Mark I- look I wasn't supposed to fall in love with the target but I did. I choose you and this baby" tears run down her face as she rubs her stomach

Her words cut through me ....I wasn't supposed to fall in love with the target

So this whole time I was just a mission that is until she fell in love

"Look I know I was supposed to tell you what I really do and stuff but I couldn't and Mark I'm sorry baby but just like you.. business comes first "she sniffles

"Business comes first?" I yell . I pick up the vase of flowers by my bed side and throw it on the wall next to her. She shakes in fear and the vase falls to the ground shattering into pieces

"I put you fucking first Zuri. The minute you and your sisters weren't safe I dropped everything to come find you even when you hurt and made me go through my lowest point but even then I chose you" I bark pointing a finger at her as she looks at me apologetically

"And I continued to put you first because I loved you but for you it was business" I say shouting. I watch tears run down her face.

"Zuri what the fuck are you even doing here" I seethe all of a sudden getting disgusted by her presence

"I want to make things right" she sniffles bowing her head down

"Zuri as much as I loved you once upon a time but I want nothing to do with you or that child" I spat out as she furrows her eyebrows

"But I'll tell you this .... you can walk out this hospital room and no harm will come to you or your baby" I glare at her. Her eyes widen with my words

"You want me to just walk out of your life" she whispers out in disbelief

"Yes Zuri... I hate you so much right now that loving you again seems impossible" I clench my jaw as I digested the words that came out of my mouth 

Her heart slowly shatters and I can see through her eye's that I once fell in love with that I broke her as much as she broke me

"It's business isn't it" I point at the door , her gaze follows my finger and she picks up her purse to leave . She opens the door and before she walked out she looked over her shoulder

"If it's a girl I'll name her Sophie Andrade" she says but before I could say anything she closed the door

My heart sank hearing the fact that I might have a daughter with my late little sisters name

Zuri POV:

I guess 6 days was all I ever needed but as I walk out of this hospital I can't help regret what I did cause now I lost the father to my child most importantly I think I lost the love of my life

Walking towards my car , I hear someone shout for me and I turn around to see Seb

"So that's it your leaving" he shouts from the hospital doors

"He wants nothing to do with me Seb" I whine trying so hard to hide the fact that I'm crying

"Your unbelievable " he sighs running a hand through his hair

"He loves you Zuri as much as what you did is unforgivable but that man loves you " he shakes his head in disappointment. He turns to walk back into the hospital leaving me to take in his words

Honestly I know and not choosing him before will forever be the worst decision I have ever made 

Going into my car , I speed out the hospital and I enter the freeway. Wiping my tears and thinking about how on earth will I raise my child without him or hers father .

Mark POV:

Watching Seb walk into the room, he sighs sitting down in the blue couch.

"Seb please look after her and my child " I sigh looking out the window watching her car race out the hospital.

"You love her don't you" Seb sighs even though I know he knows the answer to that question but I still answer him

"With everything that I have despite what she did" I sigh looking out the window one more time and turning to look up the ceiling

"She will always be mine" I whisper closing my eye's

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Thank you guy's so much for reading ,commenting and voting 🌼

6 days has officially come to end but I'm thinking of doing a book 2

Otherwise I really hope you guys enjoyed the story and once again thank you for believing in Zuri and Mark's story 💓

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