mid90s preferences and imagines

SEEING HIM CRY FOR THE FIRST TIME

i promise i will finish the fourth grade short story, i haven't because i've been struggling trying to finish it but i'm almost done so yea!!!

STEVIE
-he was crying because of his home life
-he just was struggling so bad and it was hard for him
-you wanted to go see him today
-so you came without telling him but as soon as you got to his house you heard banging and him screaming
-he opened the door because he heard you knock
-and he just cried as soon as he saw you
-and he was telling you like "we have to go come on!"
-because he was scared of ian coming out and maybe harming you
-you guys left and went to the shop
-and he was just crying literally sobbing in ur arms
-you just held him and let him cry for the whole night
-you guys slept there
-it was so sad seeing him cry for once
-because he's usually just really fucking angry
-and most the time he takes it out on you

RUBEN
-he was the last to be dropped off and you saw that he didn't go inside
-"yo fuckshit just drop me off here"
-bc you wanted to see where he was going
-you just found him on his roof
-crying
-when he saw you he literally ran up and hugged you
-it was because of his mom
-he just couldn't take it
-you ended up sneaking him and his sister to your house that night
-while his sister was sleeping he was just laying on ur chest
-crying
-before he fell asleep you heard a soft
-"thank you"
-he NEVER says those words
-you knew he was struggling
-and it killed you

FUCKSHIT
-you found him crying at the shop
-it was really late and it was way to hot at ur house
-so you went to crash at the shop
-ray always leaves the back door unlocked in case someone needs to crash at the shop
-he was just behind the counter crying
-like i mean sobbing
-when you walked in he instantly put his head up
-pretended he wasn't crying
-you walked behind the counter
-"why are you crying..?"
-crying?? nahh you must be high or something"
-you just looked at him for a second
-he just broke down
-he put his head down again
-you hoped up into the counter
-you put ur hand on his face so he could look up at you
-he just put his hands around ur waist and just cried
-"what's wrong baby"
-it took him a second to say it
-but it was because he was scared you were gonna leave him
-like with all the shit he does he was just scared
-like the drugs and the drinking
-he's scared he would cheat if he got too fucked up
-and he's scared
-he feels like he fucks up all the time
-he needs you
-he even said it
-"i-i just feel like sometimes you will leave me but, i need you. i really love you y/n. i can't live without you."
-the guys found you the next day passed out on the couch
-he was laying on ur chest with his head in ur neck
-the guys took a polaroid and captioned it
-"fuckshits gone soft"

RAY
-he cries on rare occasions
-it's usually about his brother
-like you guys were just talking about life
-and you ended up talking about his brother
-and he started crying a lil
-"i don't know it's stupid but i just miss him a lot sometimes"
-you let him cry
-lots of kisses and cuddles

FOURTHGRADE
-it was at a party
-you were talking to this one guy
-and fourthgrade was just staring at him
-he got so jealous
-he wanted to beat the shit outta this guy
-but then the anger turned into sadness
-and he walked outside looking down
-you noticed and ended the conversation and went after him
-he was crying on the grass against this big ass tree
-when he saw you come out he started playing with the buttons on his camera
-you sat down next to him
-"hey sorry about that- wait why are you crying?"
-he just kept playing with his camera with tears dropping down every few seconds
-after a few minutes he spoke up
-"you're not leaving me..? are you....?"
-"is this because i was talking to that guy"
-"a little..."
-"no. i'm not leaving you. i would never leave you in the history of forever. ok?"
-you guys went home after that
-you did a lil something to show him how much you loved him
-;)))))))