STEVIE -it was after the car crash -like you walked into his room and he just started sobbing -y'all had a huge fight before the car crash and when the crash happened you didn't know what happened to him until a few hours later -and you were so fucking scared that fight was the last words you exchanged to each other -you just gave him the biggest hug ever and -he just kept telling you repeatedlyh how sorry he was for fighting w you and how much he absolutely loved you -he must of said it at least 80 times in that hour -the reason why it altered ur brain chemistry is because he struggles to show affection so badly -like you feel so unloved -and it just made you feel like even tho he doesn't show love he's always gonna have it for you!!
RUBEN -you too skated all around town one night -and ended up at the beach -and the sun was sending -and ruben had like this little portable speaker -and you too were blasting "We Are Young" by "Fun." and it was such a special moment -you didn't have swim suits so you swam in it underwear and bra -and dude. -it was so fucking fun. -like you guys were jumping in and outta the water -you found a ball someone left of the beach that day and started playing water polo 😭😭 -made out on the beach and in the water -it was such a special moment -the definition of coming of age -you took multiple videos and pictures on one of fourthgrades old cam corsets you stole -such a beautiful night.
FUCKSHIT -you and him were just chilling at the shop -you were making boards and it was super boring get it HAHAHAH not funny nvm -he keeps a few of his favorite vinyls to play under the counter -and he brought out heart break my new edition 😫😫 -IVE LOVED THEM SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL IDEC. -y'all were jamming out to the whole album until "can you stand the rain" came on -mood completely changed -when you were listening to the other songs on the album you guys were like cleaning up the store and finishing up ur boards but mood was completely changed as soon as you heard the first note -he just came over and started kissing you -AND YOU SLOW DANCED TO THE SONG -AND IT WAS SUCH A SPECIAL MOMENT IM CRYING -and like no words were exchanged but you guys were just staring into each others eyes and kissing once and a while -it was so sweet -such a nice moment
RAY -you guys were doing ur nightly deep talks -talked about everything and anything's -it got really emotional because ray ended up talking about his brother -and he just broke down and it was the -saddest thing ever -you just hugged him as he cried -i love him so much he means the world to me -like he just explained how much it hurt him -and like how he's affected by it daily -and he just hates it everything about it -he wishes he could change what happened
FOURTHGRADE -you guys weren't dating it's just when you were crushing on eachother -but like he always recorded like ur hangouts and stuff -anything that mostly involved you -"do you mind if i record this?..." -he would record if you said no or not -AND he recorded y'all's makeouts...... and made sex tapes of u guys even tho you were just talking at that point y'all still fucked 🤷♀️ -and then when you finally started dating he put them all into one video to the song "crush" by cigarettes after sex. -every lyric matched up to every clip of you yk -and it was the sweetest thing ever -and he made one for every month with a different cigarettes after sex song -im so inlove with him 😕
HEYYYY ITS BEEN A WHILE tbh i've had this in my drafts for a long time and fourthgrade was half done so i decided to finish it, i just wanted to say bc thank you for still reading my book even tho im not active on it i'm really trying to be it's just hard, i've made a lot of false promises and i apologize and i hope you guys will forgive me ❤️
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