I'm in love with a Mafia boss Bokuaka

Chapter 15

Bokuto pov

I was in the garden that was behind the mansion I walked past the rose bushes and seen a beautiful sight my gorgeous Keiji was sitting on the bench looking at a butterfly which happened to land on his lap the smile on his face took my breath away he always takes my breath away no matter what he's doing.

I walked towards him more and that's when he noticed I was there the smile never left his face

Hi Bokuto - San

I wanted to tell him to drop the honorifics but I couldn't bring myself to do it

Hi Keiji

The butterfly that was on his lap flew away I noticed Akaashi smile went away after that I can't have my baby not smile.

Come with me Akaashi I wanna show you something okay

He looked at me before saying okay

I led him to a secret path in the back yard once I seen the tiny pond I stopped and sat on the blanket that was always kept there

I patted the empty spot next to me

Sit down please

Akaashi nodded his head and sat down next to me

It's nice out here isn't it ?

Yes it is Bokuto San

The sky suddenly started getting very cloudy you can hear the thunder beginning I looked over to where Akaashi was and he was gone

I got up and began to call for him

Akaashi  Akaashi  AKAASHI!!!!!!!!

Where did you go baby it's not safe for you to be alone in these woods especially during a thunder storm

Please answer me my love so we can go back to the mansion and watch movies and cuddle what do you say ?

Akaashi please answer me baby please you're making me worried

KEIJI AKAASHI WHERE ARE YOU !!!!!!!!

I felt my chest start to tighten my breathing was becoming shallow I was on the verge of having a panic attack I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing so I can calm down once I opened my eyes my breathing was evening out.

I kept walking searching for Akaashi

BABY WHERE ARE YOU MY LOVE COME ON OUT !!!!

I heard loud cries and followed it to a clearing of the woods I seen my beautiful Agaashi sitting on a log crying it breaks my heart everytime he cries

I wrapped him in a hug

Akaashi baby what's wrong ? Please tell me so I can help you.

He clung onto me and continued his crying

I just rubbed his back to calm him down

This isn't real Bokuto We're in you're mind we've been in you're mind for months the real us are in a hospital room I'm curled up in a hospital chair while you're hooked up to life support the mission didn't go very well almost half the house is hospitalized right now because of it the doctors are saying that if you don't show any progress in a month that they'll think of shutting off life support I've been fighting for them to keep it on for as long as they can just to give you a fighting chance but Bo I'm loosing hope they say everyday that your body gets worse that you're not fighting hard enough to wake up is our love that disposable to you that you're willing to throw in the towel that fucking fast cause if it is then I'm disappointed in you Koutaro but if it's not then I want you to fight for us fight for me baby please I wanna hear you're beautiful laugh and see you're beautiful smile and your golden eyes shine I wanna cuddle with you and talk about the stupidest shit ever don't you miss us Bo ? The real us not some made up version you're mind made of us Baby please fight to wake up for me please.

My mind was spinning how can all of this be made up I thought it was real but then who else would explain that we've been the only ones in the mansion for months ? Or that I haven't received a phone call from anyone at all it's just been me and Akaashi this whole time and while I love every minute I miss my friends.

That's when everything started coming back to me from that night I took a bullet for Ushijima and ended up on Kuroo lap with him telling me to stay awake Before I passed out

My head was pounding now I held onto it and closed my eyes to see if that will help with the pain.

Bokuto please wake up for me please baby I need you everyone needs you please come back I love you so much Bokuto I can't lose you i refuse to lose you don't you wanna grow old with me Bo you promised me that will grow old together please keep that promise my love

My whole body began to feel warm and my hand started tingling the room began to spin I closed my eyes and the next thing I knew I was in a hospital bed with a tub shoved down my throat to say that it didn't hurt would be an understatement

I let my eyes adjust to the lights in the room until my focused went to my beautiful boyfriend who had his eyes closed and was holding my hand

If I could smile I would but I settled for squeezing his hand really tight

His head shot up and we made eye contact for the first time in months apparently how is it that mind Akaashi and real Akaashi are both equally beautiful like man

I noticed the tears in his eyes I moved my hand up to his face to wipe them when they fell he grabbed onto my hand and interlocked our hands together.

You know I was starting to lose hope Bo but I knew that some how some way you'll come back to me like you always do and I'm so happy that you did my love please don't ever leave my side again Bo promise

Akaashi let go of my hand and lifted his pinky out

I wrapped my pinky around his since I couldn't talk

This is a promise I never plan to break ever.