Falling

Taken

My head hits the wall hard as he kisses me holding me by my throat. I moan pushing my hips into him, rocking them against his until I feel him begin to harden. "Ah, ah, ah." He scolds tauntingly, pressing closer to pin my hips with his. "I make the rules if you're playing my game sweetheart." He says  slipping one finger into my now soaked-

I slam my journal shut at a creak in the hall. I stash it in my drawer just as my little sister Carmen comes into my room,

"What are you doing Mia?" She asks in that cute little lisp-accent all 4 year olds have.

"I'm just doing my homework." I smile picking her up on to my lap, "Wanna help?" Carmen grins like I offered her Christmas early and claps her hands picking up the coloring book on the desk and beginning to color as I actually do start on my homework. I pretty much parent Carmen, our parents are never home and I'll be 18 in 2 months so I'll probably just take her and leave, I have a job and savings, I just want her out of here. Her stomach rumbles audibly and I look down at her.

"How 'bout some dinner?" I ask forcing a smile as I realize dad probably just dropped her off and left for the bar and mom is out doing god knows what, or who.

"Thank you Mimi... Daddy said you'd make dinner if I was really good, was I good?"

"You were wonderful Carmen." I reply, smiling at her use of my nick name Mimi, only she ever uses it as I have no friends but it's not so bad. I need her and she needs me, we get by.

Later that night after Carmen is in bed I grab my book back out of my drawer and read through some of my old stories, I'm a virgin, never even been kissed but I want it, I've read about it and watched porn videos and I have so many fantasies but I know that what I want is weird and I'm not pretty enough for a boyfriend anyway. I read about all the Dom/sub relationships in the books and see them on the screen and none of them is 5'5 with plain black waist length hair and a way too pale complexion, and even if I could get a boyfriend I'm younger than all those girls, have no experience and wouldn't know how to find a Dom... And I have to think of Carmen, I can't leave her with our lovely parents who stumble in drunk and reeking of sex at all hours and I certainly can't have a Dom/sub relationship with her around...

I hear my door creek open and realize I've been staring at my book absorbed in my thoughts, I stash it in my desk once again without turning around. "Carmen, go back to bed... I promise I'll come cuddle if you just go back to bed ok?" I say, knowing that she always wants cuddles if mom and dad aren't home.

The deep masculine laugh from behind me startles me and I spin quickly at the realization that it is definitely not Carmen. "Sorry to disappoint honey but no cuddles tonight." Says the man now right in front of me, I open my mouth to scream but he quickly claps one of his huge hands over my mouth, holding the back of my head with the other hand. "The little girl is worthless to us, we will kill her if you give us away, got it?" He asks dangerously. I nod slowly, eyes wide and he lifts his hand off my mouth, motioning for me to follow him. As we walk past Carmen's room I pause, and slowly close the door without making a sound.

When we reach the black sedan with tinted windows and a cage in the back I begin to panic but stay quiet, hoping Carmen will be ok, within seconds of crawling in to the caged back a rag is covering my tear soaked face and I sink into nothingness.