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i knew losing my virginity drunk was a bad idea, this my second week throwing up every morning. i don't have any friends to vent too, and chance been up my ass since he apologized on my birthday.
getting up throwing my crocs on i grabbed my keys leaving out, hopefully they won't notice i'm gone. when i say they i mean chance.
Chance is calling .. "yes chance?" "Jukai where the fuck you go?" "to get pregnancy test why?" "who the hell you been fucking? matter fact we gonna have this talk when you get home"
then his rude ass hung up.
i grabbed the clear blue test , 4 of them to be exact and walked to the counter
"that's that bitch that was with k3 at his welcome home party" i heard some ghetto loud bitch said
minding my business i wait to get rung up because lord knows i don't want anyone confronting me.
"you want a bundle of joy?" the clerk said "not at the moment but if that's what it comes too i will keep my baby" i said smiling at the thought of me being pregnant
"girl yes i should beat her ass cause i seen them coming out the bathroom together too" the same bitch said
i just grabbed my bag and walked out the store, im really not in the mood for no ghetto shit, that's not me.
"excuse me girl! , YEA YOU STOP" the girl said yelling coming out the store behind me
"yes" i said finally stopping
"you fuck with k3 or something? cause i seen you at his party" she said mugging me
"i was there because my brother was there, i don't even know k3" i said tilting my head looking at her weird
"oh okay" shorty said walking off
i shook my head getting into the car driving back to the house getting irritated because i seen 3 more cars outside my fathers house
i walk in the door seeing k3 and more of chance homeboys, ignoring them all i went upstairs to take the test
5 long minutes later
positive positive positive positive
you've got to be fucking kidding me, even though i'm no longer in school i'm not ready for a baby just yet
"what the test say dumbass?" chance said bussing in my room
"shit boy i could've stabbed your ass! they're all positive" i told him
"who the daddy?" he said glaring at me
"umm k3 .."
"what kai?"
"it's k3, yes your homeboy yes the one downstairs"
chance just shook his head and walked out, i heard yelling downstairs and later i seen k3 coming up the steps
"abort that shit" he said looking dead at the test
"im not aborting my baby nor am i asking you to be there for me, nigga i don't need you" i said laughing at him
"remember that shit dumbass bitch"
"you can really watch your tongue and get out, i don't need you or anybody for shit" i said pointing my finger in his face
he walked out my room and i just locked my door turning on summer walker so i can clean up my room and organize shit so i can make space for my baby.
i know my father isn't going to let me move out, for him to barely care about me he don't want me to leave the house ever and it's exhausting
Chance is calling .. "yes boy ?" "what he say to you cause he stormed out the house like a bitch" "he told me abort it and i told him no, i don't need his help or anybody else's help i got this" "you gotta get help from somebody jukai you can't do everything on your own" " i been doing everything on my own since i was 14"
and i hung up on him, nobody is going to tell me i need help.
