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"you and that boy still not talking?" mama chi said coming in my room with the 3rd bouquet of roses jaazah sent
"mama i don't want no parts of him honestly i wish he stop sending stuff to the house" i said getting up to take the roses from her
dont get me wrong i love the roses because of course i kept them, but im not settling for less
"maybe yall should talk ? and hear each other out see where he coming from and he do the same for you" she said shrugging looking hard into my trash bin
growing nervous i hope she didn't see the test i took before she even came up the steps walking out my room i went to tamari room hoping mama really didn't see the test
"kari you pregnant?" mama iliana said "huh?" i said srunching my face up
"takari mulan richh do not play with me today, i done had a long day at work and i've had to deal with your biological grandmother. i'm not in the mood" she said throwing the test at my forehead
frowning looking down at the test
i didn't want to be pregnant, shit i didn't even plan no pregnancy. and i don't want no baby daddy who can't grow up from his childhood trauma...
"mama i don't know for sure, you know the test can be wrong" i mumbled not looking up at her
"SPEAK THE FUCK UP TAKARI NOW" she shouted making tamari wake up
repeating myself but louder she stared at me before she spoke.
"go to the hospital with that boy now and find the fuck out, and if you pregnant i swear to god i'm turning you every way but loose mulan." she stated walking out the room
looking at mama chi i mugged her girl why you snitching? the fuck
"mari wake up so you can drop me off" i said tapping her
i wasn't in the right state to drive, shit my mama just yelled at me and all i want to do is cry
"where i'm taking you?" she said sliding her crocs on "ja house"
getting up i grabbed my purse and phone walking out the door behind mari i stayed quiet
i didn't want to deal with jaazah permanently for the rest of my life if i am pregnant im aborting it regardless of how he feels.
pulling up to ja house i hugged mari walking up to the step before i could knock the door opened
mugging the girl that walked out infront of jaazah
"you just don't stop do you?" i said chuckling shaking my head "man what you want?" he said licking his lips at me
"why you sending roses to my house if you still fucking off ja?" i said mumbling "because i still love your lil ass bro"
"right, love. anyways we have to go to the hospital because i think im pregnant" i said walking off to his car that he got fixed
seeing him go back in the house then come back outside i sighed
on the drive there we didn't say anything, shit we didn't say anything sitting in the hospital.
"okay ms.richh so you are a 5 weeks pregnant. i'll let you guys talk about what yall want to do" the doctor said making my heart break
"um it's nothing to talk about, i want an abortion" i said flat out "bro what?" jaazah said mugging me
"im going to give you guys space"
"what you mean you want an abortion bro? why you trying to kill my seed?" he said turning red
"bro what you mean why? i just found out i was fighting pregnant because of something one of your bitches said on social media! i just came to your house to see you walking a bitch out" i said laughing
if you really thought about it, i fought almost every bitch he fucked because they spoke on me
"jaazah you can't even be loyal to a woman for 5 minutes, you think ima bring a child in this world with you" i asked dead serious
"you know what, fuck it. get the abortion after that we don't have shit to speak about" he said walking out
seeing the doctor come in she told me i needed a parent present for the abortion since i was 17
calling my mother she was already in the hospital since she worked here
sitting there i let my tears fall, i didn't really want to kill my baby but shit i haven't even finished college yet. jaazah haven't graduated high school yet, and he doesn't even have a stable job.
i have to do what's best for us, we barely even know this baby
"you ready?" my mother and the doctor said
nodding my head i went and changed im really about to kill my baby..
