So Duke and I were together for 4 years (we gon act like she 24 and he 26) up until last night which not to mention was my birthday, everything was mutual and and we ended on good terms, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. It feels like apart of me was ripped away, and Ik you're probably well why tf did you guys break up well lets take a look shall we
—THE NIGHT BEFORE—
Today's my birthday and so far I've had a pretty good day, Duke and I have been chilling all day tbh, but I just can't get this thought out my head.
It like I have this weird feeling that wee and I should break up, I've been thinking about this for a while but I've been brushing it off because I thought we were just going through that phase every couple goes through, but no. I feel this way because we are both so busy, it's like we never have time for each other, not only that but we've been together for 4 years, since I was 20 and he was 22, I feel like I'm holding him back a little. Hopefully when I tell him how I feel it goes right bc don't get me wrong he will always be the love of my life, we've been through a lot. I don't want him to just be out of my life. He's so good to me, so I don't want him to think something's wrong. Speaking of the devil (however you say that shit)
"Hey baby" Duke says walking into the room
"Hey" I said with a small smile
"You okay?" He asked
"No actually, I need to have a serious conversation with you"
"Wassup?"
"Sit down" I said
"Ok so when I say this don't think I feel any different about you because I don't, I'm still very much in love with you ok." I said cautiously
He squinted his eyes and said "ok?"
"I think we should take a break or something. Only because I think we should mental grow without each other yk, we both been busy with ours careers, and we've been distant and stuff, so yk I just feel like this is something we both need." I explained
He still had his eyes squinted and said "yea, I get it. I've been thinking about that too, I just haven't taken action because I just really don't want you to be outta my life." He said looking down and shaking his head
I went over to him and grabbed his face in my hands making him look at me and I said "Why would you think I would just leave you like think, we've been through to much just to throw it all away like that, I am literally in love with you, if I think this hurts, imagine how bad it would be if I just cut you off completely."
We ended talking about it a little more and I'm glad he feels the same way.
"So this is a mutual thing?" I asked
"Yea." He said as we stood up
"But you still my baby tho" he said kissing the top of my head, as we hugged and I chuckled
"Always"
To be continued....
————————————————— Authors note Excuse my mistakes
Even though this is an images book I might make this a little series in this book just bc I want to and I have a lot of ideas for this
Took me forever to update and this is kinda a short chapter because I struggled to stay focused on writing this.
Until next time
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