Pacing,pacing,pacing
Walking around hyperventilating
Losing the sight of air
Holding on to a chairWith the slightest lift of the head
Falling down to the floor
Breathing slowing down
Tear drop to groundScreaming internally
Never knew how to let it out
Feel dead inside
Noone there to confideIn bed all day
Crying till the next day
Hoping for the pain to fade
Until then I will walk with shadesCovering the eye bags
From sleepless nights
And the constant fights
Being tired of living two lifes
Filled with liesYes, time flies
And with a split second of closed eyes
And high desires
It all dies
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SUICIDE NOTE
Poetrysuicide note is a book of lyrical poems Basically trying to leave a note of the stages that took place leading to a decision