ROLLER COASTER TOOK A TURN

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Well.....
A few months go by
And happiness died
But I'm still alive
I'll keep praying to survive

Back to the same routine
Hoping that lifes a little more lean
Lived the rest of that year off screen
Wishing not to be seen

This roller coaster of clustered closure
Drifted into a new chapter
That was flabbergasting to read
Maybe that's what I might need

To feel free in my own skin
Spacious in my own mind
Living my own life
By not trying to survive 

But by finding the greatest light
In the evening or at night
And all the times we might despise

But pray to be living
To my fullest pleasure
Just not Surviving
In sour dispear of endeavour

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