What A Life

test

3 days later

Its been a few days since I've seen Hunter or even left my room like i have eaten but not much

Ive been having morning sickness I've been trying to think I just have a bug but I'm not convinced

I decide to go to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test just in case

I get up slowly as I am in still in a bit of pain

I put on a baggy tracksuit and socks trying to cover up as much as possible

I grab my purse and open my room door and look left and right to make sure no ones there even though I know no ones home

I shut my door an walk down the stairs carefully

I put my shoes on and grab my keys off the shoe shelf and unlock the door

Lucky the pharmacy is just round the the corner so I just take my time

Once I finally reach the pharmacy I look around the isle's for a test

I can't find any so I  go to the front desk

" um hi excuse me do you have any pregnancy tests" I ask shyly

She gives me a weird look "um yh let me just go grab you one" she says and walks to the back

She comes back with the test in her hand

" that will be £9 50" she says

" can I pay by card please" I ask

"sure" she says rudely

I take my card out and pay for the test

"Thank you" I say taking the pregnancy test

" yeah yeah" she says annoyed

I leave the shop and walk back home

When I get home I take if my shoes and go to my bathroom

I read the instructions and take the test

I leave it for a minute before checking it

My hands are shaking and my hearts racing and I'm praying to God that im not pregnant

I look at the test to see what it says

Pregnant

I gasp in fear I cover my face sobbing

What am I supposed to do I can't tell anyone and I'm only 15

Could my life get any worse

I sit on the toilet crying for about half an hour

I drag myself to my room and lay in my bed

I pick up my lighter from the side of my bed and pull down my trousers and start burning myself and end up crying myself too sleep