A ray in my dark world [kth•ff]

Part 6

I wrote this chapter in hurry so if there any mistake please forgive me I'll edit this chapter later 😊🌹

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'surah Ad-Duha'

She searched this In her phone and clicked the first video which popped on the screen

Just as she clicked on the video a melodic recitation played..she put her mobile on the table with full volume and then lay down on the bed

She closed her eyes as she felt peace and a different type of comfort for which she was logging for soo long. She didn't realised when she fell asleep

Meanwhile someone wasn't able to sleep he was just turning and twisting himself on his bed but the sleep was no where to be found

Whenever he tried to close his eyes only her crying face was coming in front of him, her face When she was protesting begging infront that person to stop

He got up from his bed and looked towards the time, it was 3am so he went towards bathroom for ablution

After doing ablution he came back to his room and spread the prayer mat before standing on it

He looked towards the kibla while his eyes start becoming teary, he took his trembling hands towards his ears while saying "Allahu Akbar"

He did his ruku and went for prostration..once his face touched the ground he broke into heavy sobs

"Ya rabb!! Her pained face is killing me, I'm weak in her matter allah my weak heart can't handle this please have mercy on me. Allah you are all knowing 'al khabeer' please allah show some mercy on her please i beg infront of you my lord please" he cried in heavy sobs while in sujood

He was crying throughout the namaz, and when he finished his salah he raise his hand while looking towards ceiling

"Allah, you know everything you see everything please allah help her guide her please. You are the most merciful the forgiver...ya rabbi you helped me, guided me and even mend my heart when I was nothing when I was living a life as disbeliever but you my beloved allah you guided me and made my life this beautiful, please guide her too allah your mercy is endless she-she is lost allah she is lost please help her and cure her soul your servent needs you allah please help her"

he said in his most vulnerable voice, his voice was shaking he was trembling and his eyes was crying in pain asking help from his creator

"You-you know allah ta'alah she-she asked me for nikaah and you knew na how my heart was not believing it so-so i thought that she is doing prank and i immediately denied her but-but then she hurted herself allah, she tried to harm herself i saw banaid in her hands it's killing me allah it's killing me. Those look on her face the pain in her eyes is just unbearable for me allah. I'm sorry i'm sorry that i'm failing but I can't allah her teary eyes always rip my soul, i Love amal Fatima allah i love her with my everything and i love her for the sake of you allah--" his voice was shuttering he was crying in heavy sobs while talking to the allah almighty he voice was filled with pain and love

The pain for his love and the love for his creator the owner of worlds the only god, he was talking to him like a kid who is sharing everything with him, opening his heart infront of him who never judge and never deny his servent the most merciful

"I promised her that i'll go to her house and asked her parents for her hand, give me strength Allah and make the thing easy for me, i promise allah i'll keep her like a queen and will always try protect her with my all might i want no one but her allah please help me my beloved allah please" he said in between his cries