I know I know I may look Fuckin immature right now but how can I see her being the mother of my kids when I dreamt of experiencing all this with Aarohi with my Aarohi
I just need some time I know I am always rude with her but tbh I don't want to be rude
with her I really want to apologise to her for all this foolishness but I do need time because I don't even know how to adjust with all these new things taking place around meI feel like my kids are getting away from me my family always supported me but being the elder one I wasn't pampered and my only support system after Aarohi are my kids I can't see them getting away from me
I feel like she is snatching them away from me and I can't see that I used to handle them without her too but now she is always pointing my mistakes
Ik it is for their good neither I am perfect father but it just I can't even explain it
It just maybe hurts seeing my kids close to someone else neither I am not able to concentrate on my work neither am able to take care of my kids I just feel like running away leaving everything behind
Par kaise chorh kr chala jaun yha tou meri aur aarohi ki yaadein hai yha tou mere bache hai yesb kaise chorh skta hai
Waqt tou beet gya wo kisi ke liye nhi rukta par main tou abhi bhi vhi hoon na main tou vhi atharva hoon na jo Aarohi se pyar krta tha jisne uske sath apni puri zindagi guzarne ke sapne dekhe the tou main uss zindagi me Tara ko kaise jagah dedun
Tu hai Jaa chuka ,
Pr Teri yaadein abhi bhi hain
Tujhse baatein toh bahut ki hai
Pr baatein abhi bhi hain ;
Mere dil me tere siva koi nhi , aisa koi nhi ,
Jo mujhe Rahat de
Warna raahatein toh aur bhi hain ,
Chahatein aur bhi hain ;
Guzarta hun har din Teri yaad mein
Pr abhi guzarne ko raatein abhi bhi hain .I gulped as my tears rolled down as I finally let myself break down
I took deep breaths no no I need to be strong for my kids I can't act like a weakling
I looked up in horror hearing the sound of door opening
As I saw Tara standing there with Agastya and ayra sleeping in her arms
I hurriedly wiped my dried tears turning away my face as she spoke
"I'll come later"
"Wait" I stopped her as her steps halted
"I am sorry I just couldn't see you being the m-" I shuttered because of my hoarse voice
"4th standard wali quote hi sahi but don't judge a book by it's cover and don't apologise just give some respect and I'll consider it as your apology Mr Oberoi I know it's not easy for you but I am also adjusting" she sounded calm
It was disbelieving that she was still so calm after all this but strangle she was
"I'll surely work on it thank you for understanding the situation and once again sorry"
"Naa sorry bolne bas respect chahiye mujhe aur na thank you bolenge badle me meri situation bhi smjh le" she whispered handing agastya to me
As we carefully placed them on the bed as we both stared at each other awkwardly
TBC
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