I couldnt say no

Still asleep

It killed me inside ! He began to feel up my back . He slowly took my bra off & reached for my boobs . He played with them while im still screaming in my head, praying to god itll all stop . He started running his fingers back down my spine & straight down the middle of my shorts . He slipped a finger past my underware & started pulling my shorts down slowly . My heart is pounding because i know if i said something to him that he would try to kill me.
He put his hand on my butt & started gently squeezing it . He reached around my underware & pulled them down & took them off. He started licking my butt . I put my head in the pillow & started to cry . He seen me crying & said "shut the fuck up!" & he grabbed my phone & threw it across the room . Now i cant tell anyone , im crying even worse ! He grabs me by my sides & pulls me to the side of the bed . My knees are on the ground while im leaned over the bed . He gets his phone out & the flash comes on . Hes videotaping everything ! He licks me from the front & im shaking because thats a very sensitive spot because i was still a virgin . He shoved his finger inside of me , whispering "you know you like that"
He grabs a condom . I say "NO!" & he slapped me across the face . He put the condom on & grabbed my mouth with his hand & held it tight . I couldnt scream as much as i wanted to ! He felt me up & down with the condom on & slid it in . He started to go soft , i could barely breath because i was crying so bad .. He then went faster , the bed started shaking . But there was no luck on getting my sister up . She was all the way across the bed . He pulled it out . I thought he was done . He stopped for a second.