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I remember the first time I saw you
A fire ignited behind my eyes, thinking of thoughts out of the blue
My mind was clouded with questions with no answers
I just wanted to get to know you fasterI won't sleep tonight
Thinking about you from time to time
I kept hoping and hoping that I might get a chance to tell you how I really feel
But I know that dream is protected by cold hard steelI love the way you talk to me
When we converse, we never talk oh so quietly
You're the only person who can see
My flaws, my weaknesses, you can see right through meThe question that I always asked
Why has no one noticed yet?
The deep cut scars etched into my skin
Or even the skinniness of my fleshAm I weak?
Am I fragile?
It feels like I'm immobile
I've lost the grasp on what I most desired...Depressed I am
Lying on the bathroom floor with a razor in my hand
I never tried yet
But I'm still hoping it's not the endBut you came into my life
Being the shining light
Guiding me into a new path
Leading where I won't feel the devil's wrathYou saved me without a doubt
You gave me water in a drought
I can never repay you in either way
You saved me without realizing itAnd I am forever grateful for not giving up
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JE LEEST
Him-from personal experience
PoëzieAll of these poems were made by me based on what I have experienced or felt at that time. I share them to help inspire and help others who might be in the same position as I was/am. Thank you all so much and thank you MJB, I love you so much--update...