My Lame Thoughts

update

hey remeber last year when I said I would update this story regularly and we all knew that was complete bullshit? Well you were right!! What a surprise!! :))

No but seriously hi guys. I know its been a long ass time but here I am! It's honestly been forever since I updated any of my stories. It's been a really crazy few months honestly lmao. Long story short, I just quit my job at Hot Topic (shocker, I know) a few months ago after working there for about 3 years. I quit because I wasn't happy there at all because working in retail was really shitty for me. I'm not trying to say anything bad about Hot Topic or anything but working in that place made me a really stressed out wreck which was super awesome.

But a few weeks ago I started working at a movie theater and it's pretty nice so far. I have more freetime and it's pretty fun. My 21st birthday was last Monday and it was pretty chill honestly. I kinda celebrated it on Saturday because on my actual birthday I had to work and right when I got home I took like a 7 hour nap and then got McDonalds funfun. But on Saturday my boyfriend and I went to Madison, WI to visit my brother and his husband and we just hung out. My boyfriend surprised me with Halsey concert tickets this July and my brother got me a 1975 vinyl :') so that was really sweet. 

But anyways things have been pretty alright for awhile now. I've been feeling pretty inspired to write lately which is pretty rare now. I don't really have the same intrest in writing then when I first started Wattpad a few years ago honestly which is really sad for me. My depression is kinda improving since I started on diffrent medication and I have a job I enjoy so i've been feeling a lot better lately which is really good because now I want to write again. 

Not a lot of people read my stories anymore since I started updating again. Don't worry i'm not going to complain and beg for more votes or readers. It's my fault anyways because I almost never update anything. I don't really care about that type of stuff anymore honestly. I want to continue writing because its therapeutic for me. I'm not going to quit even if nobody reads my stories ever again. I'm probably going to call in quits after i'm done writing all my stories besides this one but that probably wont be anytime soon. I don't care if it takes me a year to update one chapter or a few weeks, I want to finish all the stuff i've started. 

This probably sounds really cheesy sorry lmao. But i'm planning on writing in this story every weekend, edit and finish Bringing Mommy Back, maybe continue our adventures in wonderland i'm not really sure, and finish Wasteland. I might to write a sequal book for Wasteland after I finish the first one it depends on how I finish wasteland. I might write another story when i'm not so busy with the rest of my projects. But yeah i'm really excited honestly and I hope it works out well!! It probably wont but i'll try I promise. 

I'm sorry if this was really boring or whatever. But please stay patient with me I will try my best with updating my stuff more. Annnnnd idk how to finish this long and boring post so i'm going to go get Burger King now byeee.

(also i'm going to start putting music I likein here everytime I update this story because i'm in a music moood I guess??? idk I hope you enjoy it)