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[occured while the blood was rushing through his veins and his voice was hoarse from a show]


he liked it, he did.

he liked (loved) Singing, capital S

but now singing was him.

he was no longer

zain, but he's

zaynmalikfromOneDirection (canihaveyourautographplease?) and that—

 it kind of sucks.

he missed when

emilydoniyawaliyhasafaa

were the first pieces in his mind instead of

tucked

                                                                         under c r o o k s and c r e v i c e s .

but now it's

liamharrylouisniall

(and zain)

orzayn, and he just feels like he doesn't belong.

and he doesn't.

because, to zayn, the only place he belongs

is on a beat-up couch, with a girl he calls em,

(and with urdu and amma and zain, and no, not Singing, capital S)

and that's the part he misses, really.


-

i suck at being on writing hiatus. 

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