Part One : I promised

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I promised ..... I would never love
I promised ..... I would never let you go
I promised ..... I would never hurt you
I promised ..... I would never cry
I promised ..... I would choose you
I promised ..... I would put you first
But
I broke the 1st. promise .... I fell in love
I broke the 2nd. Promise .... I let you go
I broke the 3rd. Promise .... I hurt you
I broke the 4th. Promise .... I cried when you left
I broke the 5th. Promise .... I chose my power over you
I broke the 6th. Promise .... put myself over you
But
You loved me ..... Chose me .... Stood by my side
Even when I'm not worthy of it
You loved all of me.....
you fought the whole world for me ...you trusted me
You saw good inside me
But
Why did you stop loving me ?
Why did you leave me ?
Why did you promise me forever ?
Why was I so afraid to love you ?
Why did you leave me with a broken heart ...a chipped cup and tears on my face ?
How
How could you love me ?
How could you forgive me ?
How could you forget me ?
How could you stay with a beast like me?
Who
Who are you .... who could love me .... ?
Why
Why did you come with me ?
Why did you come back ?
Why did you fall in love with a monster ?
Why did you stay when I hurt you ?
Why you and why me ?
Is it fate ..... or coincidence .... or is it just a fake dream
Yes
I broke the 1st promise but that gave me you
I broke the 2nd promise but you came back
I broke the 3rd promise but that makes you stronger
I broke the 5th and the 6th promise those were mistakes I learnt from with price and to break the 4th promise
You are
My reason .... My light ..... My better half .....my dream .... My wife .... My best friend ..... My life
I'm sorry
I broke your heart .... I lied to you .... I hurt you....I tricked you .... I took advantage of your love ....
If I could
Turn the clock back I want to spend the moments to be with you
it's hard to
Move on .... live without you .....fix What I have broken
But
I loved .... I lost .... i found ....i lost .... I changed ..... After it was too late
You know
I can't live without you
I can't move on
I need you
I miss you .... I want you
Why you
Tell me our story ... that I took you as prisoner then I fell In love with you then that I let you go then you realized that you loved me ... but you came back more then once I remember that story I wish I will never forget it but your words break my heart when you say that I'm a good man with a pure heart
Am I?
Good .... evil ... saviour... sorcerer .... powerful ....weak ....brave ....coward or am just a man
But
You see me as your handsome hero
All good things come to end
We start a new chapter in our story this time I'm alone and trying my best to not break down trying to keep my last promise I promise that I will find my way back to you to be with you to just continue our chapter
You're gone .... you died ... and I saw you in my dreams you're just waiting for me

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