All I ever done is dying inside
I wanted to do more
I want to scream
I want to shout say that I was here
I want to shout that I lived...I loved
I want to say that I was happy
But ...
I keep living in the same day over and over
I keep living the same moment
The moment I will never forget
That moment I realized I can't live without you
Days weeks years had passed I became lost boy
I become unloved i became feered I became .....unwanted
Love is weakness love isn't hope love is killing like any disease love is hurt like riping your own heart and crash it i lived with these codes with my whole life
I wonder if I will ever be found
I wonder if I will ever be wanted
I wonder if I will ever be chosen
I wonder if I will ever win my battles
I wonder if I'm going to see the light
I wonder if I will ever loved
I wonder if I will ever stop wondering and live my life
Until you came asking me if I was the one who you looking for but I was lost in your blue eyes that I thought I will never see them after I let you go and I promises to protect you and never let you go
But things happened curses , lies, death and the darkness wines no matter what I done I will be always losing you and now I can only hope to be with you one last time
