Thank You For ''Killing Me''

New Beginning, Meeting Him (Again)

Chapter. 2 meeting Him

*Jackie's POV seven years old*

"Oh My god! it's you?" I ask him

"Me who?" he asks me tilting he's head to one side, looking cuter then ever

"You are Braden right?"

"yes how do you know?"

"because we used to play in the mud two years ago, remember?"

"Um.. no, I don't know what your talking about" he says

"I'm talking about that one time we decided to make mud cakes, well I made them and you were suppose to fake taste them, not eat them for real... and of course you got really sick but I was by your side taking care of you, remember?" I say

"I don't think I di- wait a minute I remember, you wore your 'doctor's' outfit for two days"

"exactly! now you remember what I am talking about?"

"yes I do now" he says smiling

"good! I thought maybe you forgot about me" I say

"of course not! how could I forget about you?"

"Because I'm fat and ugly?" I say looking at my shoes

"No! stop saying that ok?" he says grabbing my face making me look up at him "your not ugly ok? your beautiful and not fat, they only say that your ugly because they're jealous of you"

"Jealous of me?" he nods "why would they be jealous of me?" I ask him

"Because your beautiful and rich, and they don't have that, they say stuff like that because they think if they say stuff like that to you, you will feel lower than them when in truth they're below you, your way better than them ok?"

"really? you think that's why they insult me?"

"think!? no I don't think that's why they insult you, I'm sure of it" he says with a smile

"but I am ugly and fat" I say with a pout "so I don't think they're lying about that"

"stop it" he says grabbing my face making me tingle and gasp at the same time that he says "your beautiful ok? and not fat" looking into my eyes and I can see how blue his eyes are, I have never seen such beautiful color it's like blue and grey at the same time and the sparks I feel? I'm tingling all over, I feel like I just lost my breath "I hope I'm not having an asthma attack right now" I say inside my head but somewhere inside my heart tells me that this is not a attack but something else, something deeper and better then that, I just don't know what it is, is this love?

"why do you say that?" I ask him

"because I think... no not think, because I'm looking at you right now and I see how beautiful you are regardless of your weight and glasses, why are you wearing glasses? you didn't have them two years ago, do you need glasses?"

"no I don't need glasses" I say

"then why do you have them?"

"because my grandmother died last year and this glasses were hers so I wear them because it makes me feel closer to her, like she's with me you know? after all she's the only one who understood me" I say with tears in my eyes

"but if you don't need them? you don't have to wear them, it's bad to use glasses if you don't need graduation"

"but this don't have graduation, if you can really see you'll notice that they don't have the glass, my mom took them off so I could wear them that's why I'm wearing them" I say with a sad smile and I can see the surprise in his eyes and he gets closer to me like he's going to kiss me making my heart jump but he just stares into the rim

"oh! wow I can't believe I didn't see that" he says then looks into my eyes, he's eyes go wide in surprise and says "I can't believe I didn't notice before that your eyes are like green and light brown like honey? mix together..." then I think he's gonna say that he hates them but then he after a pause he says "they're just so beautiful the most beautiful color eyes I have ever seen that I'm sure if we were older I would totally fall in love with you" making my eyes go wide in surprise

"nobody has ever said that to me" I say blushing

"because they're stupid and don't know what they're missing on" he says blushing just a little bit

"thank you"

"you have nothing to thank me, you are so beautiful that you don't even see it, I'm sure I'm gonna fall in love with you when we get older but for now let's just be friends because we are to young to be in love" then he suddenly says "I tell you what? let's make a deal ok?"

"ok?" I say a little weary

"let's be friends for now and then when we get older and were still friends that...wait let me ask you a question, have you ever been kissed?" he says blushing

"no! didn't you see how they treat me? do you think anybody would kiss me? and me kiss them? of course not, why?"

"because the deal has something to do with that, ok um as I was saying when we get older and I'm sure we are still gonna be friends that we are gonna give each other our first kiss deal? AND if we feel the butterfly's my mom told me you feel when your in love with somebody because right now I'm sure we like each other, well I liked you before witch I'm sure you did too..." he says blushing "that we are gonna try the boyfriend and girlfriend thing and if it doesn't work out we'll become friends again, friends forever deal?"

"Deal!" I said

And that's how it all started, not knowing what was gonna happen years later.

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Ok that's all for now, well all that comes to my head right now, it's 3:30am right now, I don't know why but it seems I can, only write in the early mornings when I can't sleep I don't know if you guys are gonna like this but that's what comes to my mind and it may not be the best story, just make sure to leave your comments down below letting me know what you guys think and vote if you like, love you guys :-)

Ps. I don't know how long it's gonna take me to update again just be patient, if you guys like it pray that I can't sleep again so that I can update sooner ;-)